Crap Crap Crap!

Wad am I? A ball? Being thrown around to groups whom doesn't want me as a member. Its just a stupid project for goodness sake.

Wad the.. Trying to throw me to a group for 7 guys? While the other 7 gals wan Jasper as their member? I dun wan a group. I dun need one. Even better! Dun have to do some crap project that is so dumb.

Hate being in e2. It's exactly the same thing happening when i was in sec 1.. I hated 1e4'06. But i grew to love the class so much that i dreaded the day when all e4-rians were separated. I had thought being in secondary three will be better than in secondary 1. However it doesn't seem that way?

I miss being in the same class as Jingling, Boon fang, Kristin, Esther, Hawa, Tatiana and Cheryl. I dun have to miss Hui min since she's in the same class as me. I remember how we always gathered at Boon fang's corner and chatted.. Laughing and Playing.

Well.. At least we're still going to recess together.. =)

Gotta prepare for tuition now. There's D-Gray Man TODAY!!! 11PM @ Arts Central. =)
Cant wait to see ALLEN, KANDA, LAVI, KRORY and LENALEE later on the TV. LOL.
Im going crazy over the Anime. =) Dun Mind ME. It's the only thing that keeps me from being pissed.

Being Emotional isn't good? Yeh.. I agree on that. But somehow.. I cant be happy. No. I can be truly happy IF i want to. I know that deep down.. Whats this empty feeling within me? Always longing and seeking for someone.. To stop emo-in [before kor kills me].. Lets change subj.. =)









I was eating fish crackers..
[see, i like to eat junk ;D]
And i came across this one...










My new wooden models?
haha.. My dream house?
Umph.. Due to laziness...
And my love for swimming..
I prefer condos.. HAHA











Is this a car? Umph....
This Isn't my dream car..
But i thought the model is kinda
.... .... Cute? :D









The books I've been searching for!
Velvet Song And Velvet Promise.
story on the first and third brothers.
The second is Highland Velvet
The last bk is Velvet Angel.
Im in love with the four bks. =)









Walking down the memory lane?
gosh.. i look like a freak. :D
Able to tell who i am?
Doubt it.. haha. so small.. how to see? :D










The sunset is beautiful...
Is sunrise the same?
I gazed at the sky..
with thoughts in my mind..













My Kawaii Piglet!
I cant live a day without seeing it.
Im just kidding.
But i like piglets. =)
Well.. im insane. xD

Okay.. Im done with the day's post.. Yawns.. Im dead tired..
Good Night Everyone. AND sleep tight. Dun let the bed bugs bite.. Sweet dreams. xD
IM LAME! Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz.. Zzz..

Ok, Replies to tags:
Samantha:I noe.. :( But still.. Haizz... the feeling is.... strange.
Sihan: Umph? okay.......... Zzz... Zzz.. thats lame? haha

Whats the point of getting into the class that i always wanted to go to.. when the person i want isn't there?

Whats the point of getting the subject combination that i want.. when i cant do well in it?

Whats the point of having new classmates when we're gonna separate anyway?

Whats the point of streaming when we're all gonna take 'o' levels anyway?

Whats the point of living when we're all gonna die one day?

Am i being emotional again?

Why do i always have this sad feeling within me? Is it loneliness?

Nobody understands me. Nobody cares.. I think if one day i die.. nobody except my family and close friends will care.

Sian.. So emotional.. dun even feel like bloggin liao. Anyway aso nobody will see.

5 days since i last blogged. I'll probably be blogging lesser.. Gotta buck up for Mid-year.. i Cant afford to fail my English again.. haiz.. wanna see my results for the progress report? :

English Language: 44.0 E8
Chinese : 63.0 B4
A-Maths : 56.0 C5
E-Maths : 73.0 A2
Chemistry : 65.0 B3
Physics : 59.0 C5
Comb Humans : 62.0 B4

Super LAN can? =( And the comments mrs chan gave was:

Yi Jin is a pleasant and well-behaved student. She has the potential to do better in all her subjects. It could be that she still has not fully adjusted to the standard of work expected in Sec 3E but she should perform better in Term 2.

To me is kinda.. very consoling.. but.. at the same time.. stressful. Lol..

Anyway.. Cant be whole day studying right? So.. Here are the pictures of My Finished Model:

The Sydney Tower:

Haha.. I took like 2 hours? Sian.. the strings were confusing. LOL

So now.. I have done 2 models!

Haha.. Actually i bought another house.. but i haven had the time to make it yet. Soon ba.. =)

Yawns.. 5 more weeks to Mid-year.. Shall i use the com once a week for now? =( nevermind.. i'll use when i feel like bloggin.. haha.

I shall go surf some stuff now.. =)

I just realised that there was a bday cake.. haha. Heres the picture of the cake:

After that, in the afternoon.. Went to ikea to eat.. Bought three shelves. supposed to be one for ME, one for mEi(second sis. call mEi cuz she is called Yi MeI) and one for JiE. Now it seems like 2 of them is mine.. hahaha..

Ok.. anyway.. mEi says she's gonna pay me $2 for helping her fix.. While my eldest sis just ordered me to help her fix.. and the result.. is after fixing 3 shelves by MYSELF... My hand got internal bleeding.. Best la!

Anyway... on thursday.. me and letitia took pictures of the groups of soft toy family i had..

Firstly.. The Turtle Family.... :D [3 given.. 1 bought-the smallest one]

The beany and bear bear family. [bear family nt complete..]

And finally the piglet family.. haha. Angle not right.. Fail.. Cant be Photographer.. :(
Anyway.. Gtg.. Relieve stress abit.. :(

Its been 5 days since i last blogged? But who cares?

Just now i went to watch *step up 2: the streets*.. Its interesting.. The way they danced. I will probably purchase the original soundtrack and the movie itself.

On Monday.. went to national library to do the life science project.. To prove to ms bharathi that we did do our work.. Very angry at wad she said that day.

On Tuesday.. went to school for the workshop.. Then after that.. went home to change.. then me, huimin and edwin went to eastpoint lanshop play audition. They both so pro.. so i went to the rookie channel.. haha.

On Wednesday.. Went to school for nothing.. Then letitia came my house to do hwk.. But this are the pictures we took:



We made this together.. haha. we were "rewarding" ourselves for the work we did.


Well.. at first, we thought only the lego can fit.. :D
well.. sian.. haha.. it costed 3.90.. then we started fixing it up.. well.. self entertainment..

Then on thursday.. went to tuition in the morning.. from 1015 to 1215.. =) It was raining like nobody's business.. but after returning home. i went out to eastpoint at 4 to buy stuff.. also to get a breather..


Its My sister's 31st bday TODAY! Dun ask me about whether she has boyfriend or wad so ever.. :D haha.
Bday Gal is the one wearing beige.. :D


The only dish that i manged to take a picture of.. haha..
Kaes.. Gtg slack le.. byebye

Oh well. hi! tml got test. Zzzz.

My friday tuition. I finally enjoyed it for once. haha. 4 girls in a class. Im supposed to be the stupidest? Cuz this are the schools they are from:

1. Tanjong Katong Girls
2. Singapore Chinese Girls
3. Dunman High

LOL. and im from: Hai sing catholic. Zzzzz.. Hahaha. For weeks, no interaction at all. Last friday finally.. We talked! Lol. Laughing through the lesson. Oh. And i can go the the Class Outing! My tuition has been pushed forward.. :D haha.

Its Yemin's Bday today. LOL. Happy 15th Bday then =)

It seems that i can finally improve my audition skills? Edwin good lor. Play so fast de song. 155 Bpm. I wan die liao. haha. But now i can practise 120 Bpm songs in rewujie. In audition.. Hmm.. must depend liao. next time i go lan play then see how :). haha.

Okies. Gtg prepare to go tuition le. :D byebye.

Haha. Huimin gave me this website: http://rewujie.com ..
Its similar to audition.. But much easier. Anyway.. I finally found a web "audition" to train.. At least.. train my fingers.. Then it'll be easier for me next time when i play the real audition. =)
Its The MARCH HOLIDAYS! Well.. Here are my schedule for the Week:
Monday: 830 - 11 - Grammar and Compre Test.
Tuesday: 1130-1 - The work shop thingy.
Wednesday & Thursday : Free
Friday: Class Outing.. which i must be home by 6! x(
And then.. Its the end of hols. LOL. Things to do:
- Compre Practice Exercise
- E.maths & A.maths Assignment
- Reading Of How to Do Newspaper Reflection (chinese)
- Read Chapter 3 (History)
- SRA
Did i miss out anything? hmm.. Anyways.. Gtg prepare for tuition le. Byebye

Wahahahahahahahahahahaha...

Im Seriously Gonna Laugh my Head Off.. I Failed My ENGLISH! WOW!

Here are ALL my Common Test Marks[including the ones from previous post.]

Physics: 25/50 [C6]
Chemistry: 32.5/50 [B3]
A-maths: 19.5/40 [D7]
E-maths: 30/40 [A1]
History: 15/25 [B4]
Chinese: 25/40 [B4]
Compre: 14/40 [F9]
Grammar Paper: 0/30 [F9]
Vocab Grand Review: 1/10 [F9]

Pro Right? My Overall English Was 42.75.. E8.. Ownage! Gonna Slack awhile longer. Byes.

I still miss u.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Hahaha.. Im crazy Le! My Whole Common Test Is CRAP! LOL... :D

Here Are my So Far Crap Marks:

Physics: 25/50
A-Maths: 19.5/40
Chinese: 25/40

Total Crap Right? haha.. Tomm MIGHT get back Chem and History.. E-maths i dunno. Mr Chia Mark So SLOW! English might get back on wednesday. Confirm fail like dunno wad. Im prepared to get F9 for English for CA.

JingLing They all Planning to go Sentosa This March Holiday.. Which is Next week.. I never save enough leh. I still wan watch Leap Years and Play bowling one.. I see how la. So far.. My parents Might not allow me to go.

Tomorrow Ms Ng Checking SRA AGAIN!! x( haiz. Im dead la. x(

Hahah.. DOMINIC! Gimme TuiTion ON A-MATHS! xD. hahaha.

GtG! Do my newspaper.. xD

Im currently ignoring my dad. For those that don't know me very well.. U will probably never understand why i hate my dad. He never cares. Never asks for my opinion in things involving myself. Forgets his own daughter's bday. Bet he doesn even noe when is my lunar bday. Still dare threaten my mum of divorce. I'll never forget every single thing he did that made me angry. I have alrdy shut my doors to him. Im stubborn in it. so dun even bother talking me out of hating him.

4 years once.. Leap year. yesterday was the 29th of February. The next time i see this date.. I'll be 19 alrdy. Time passes really fast. To think i'm alrdy 15. Secondary 3. And its March! Before i know it, It'll be the end of the year. haha. Next week i'll be getting my test results back. Oh ya. That chinese CA paper.. I got 25/40! =) considered quite good alrdy can. hehe. At least i passed la.

I want to go bowling some day.. Anyone wants to go wif me? I wan to watch The Last 23 Days of L.. And The Leap Years. Anyone wants to watch too? =)

Can anyone gimme a hug. I really need it. Been feeling so down. =(