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Emo-ing In Progress...

I'm starting to wonder if my life have anything interesting to it..
Maybe.. I'm just a dull, smart-looking but dumb girl.
Romance in Drama serials don't happen real life.. Maybe once in a blue moon. I mean.. People don't undergo those near-die situation whereby you'll swear to cherish one another till the day we part..

I know exactly what type of person I am.
2 years ago.. Huimin said something about me.. which.. I'm finally accepting..
I'm probably a very gullible person.. I trust people too easily I guess.. :D
Just like how my mum tells me that a very bad guy is working as one of my colleagues and that I must beware.. I still feel that there is nothing wrong about that guy..

Anyway.. Will I even be able to find someone who will be there for me always.. looking out for me in every way he can.. care for me.. maybe someone who is a little chi dun.. (guys who are does extravagant things are usually playboys)
Someone who has eyes only for me will be nice.. haha. (In my dreams I guess)

I'm too quiet.. too not-sociable.. maybe I can be gong-gong 5 alrdy.. (only Madeline, Liting, Muihwa, Alvin, Weizhe and Zihao will noe the joke.)

Sometimes. when I see my friends going out for gatherings.. taking lots of pictures.. doing all sort of fun things together.. I long to be with them and be like them.. But I know.. If I really went for the gathering.. I would be the one.. choosing to be apart from all of them.. following them behind.. leaving early.. -( It happened too many times for me to know wad I'm like when I'm out with a group of people..)
I'm envious.. seeing how my primary school ex-classmates took 100+ pictures with each other.. doing funny actions.. They invited me.. But I was working..
Even if I wasn't working.. I'll might not go either.. since I know.. I'm just an invisible sheet.. They are just being courteous to ask me along..

Maybe my life was a failure.. Maybe I'll never find that perfect one for me..
But.. At least in my life.. I made two extremely good friends from each phase in terms of education.. Thank you to both of you for making my life feel less pathetic.. (there are many more.. but this two are the most xtreme ones.. :) )
Yang Xi Qing & Hui Min.. will never forget u guys..

I take back my words from last time..
Alvin & Weizhe aren't all that bad.. haha..
The three of them can become 'Alvin & the chipmunks.. ' - The aunties' favourite people in CNSQ. haha.

- Emo time ended -

Wonder why I feel so sad today..

X'mas Eve 2009

It's Christmas Eve~!

Made another blogskin to match the season...
Any comments on the picture or layout? Feedback to me yeah?
I wanna improve on my blogskin designs..

Will be celebrating Christmas by working happily with my colleagues tomorrow.. :D
Mui Hwa gave me a key-chain for X'mas.. :P

At least I'm gonna be "celebrating" x'mas with someone this year..
This makes 2009 something special..

"On my sixteen year of Christmas.. my True Love sent to me..
A crowd of nice good friends.... :D "

The TL whom I'm under @ work.. She is HORRIBLE!!! T.T

On the other hand.. The Cashier TL.. I thought she hated me.. Maybe she does.. But today.. she actually said.. "xiao mei mei.. Ni okay mah?"
Cant believe it.. If she bothers to talk to me.. I guess.. she doesn't totally hate me.. (maybe I'm nt even worth to be hated by her.. LOL)

Anyway.. Stacey Is coming back SOON!!! Cant wait..
Wonder how she has changed.. :D I should be receiving my pay Just in time for her arrival.. Hehe.. Can treat her to dinner. :)

Gotta Zzzzz...
-Starz04-

Tomorrow is my first off day!! (since the 8th of December.. that makes up almost 2 weeks of working non-stop)

Gonna slack @ home tomorrow~
Cant believe Zihao actually talked to me today.. It just shows how dao his two other friends are -
WeiZhe only talks to Madeline & sometimes Liting.. Alvin.. is just dao la.

There's this guy.. (my gosh.. I forget his name for the third time..)
----- after checking facebook -----
His name is Yang Bin. LOL
He smokes every single time after eating.. =.=" Haix..
But his every comment.. never fails to make all of us laugh.. he may be rude but somehow.. we aren't offended.. maybe its just the tone he uses...

I'm working on the afternoon shift on Wednesday.. 12 - 6pm.. Cool.. Been working 8 hours..
Wonder if I'm working part-time of full-time.. Zzz..

*yawns* Today need to complete 30 books.. tomorrow is the deadline.
I'm just so hard-working.. $_$
I shall start designing my blogskin for the new year 2010. :D
Looking forward to the start of another phrase for my life.

Today's my first day as a RA!!

I quit cashiering.. Learnt a good lesson....
I should always pursue something that I truly have an INTEREST in regardless of the pathetic pay.. Happiness is something that cant be bought with money.

I'm somebody who cant stay at one place all the time.
I need to travel everywhere.. Best to have minimal contact with people.
I cant stay in a boring job for long..

So... I've lost my direction again...
Is there actually a job which can travel everywhere, have minimal contact with people and have good pay @ the same time? :P
Doubt so.. People who knows me well.. any job prospects to recommend me? Haix

ps: I wanna change blogskin.. but the stupid photobucket isn't working.

- random -

Its the 14th!

Days pass extremely fast when you're busy all day long...
Today.. I went home @ 7.40pm.. Helped out with the shelving.

Sticked around all day with Mei Hua Jie, Madeline and Li Ting..
My poor assistant manager(Jeffrey).. walking around the stall all day to assist people.. Never even see him go out for lunch. Haha

There was another guy who was doing stacking with us.. An immature kid I guess..
Liting dared him to do something.. (I cant tell you) & he really did it..
But.. I must say.. He's quite a joker..
He walks like people owe him stuff lidat.. Haix.. Typical youngsters..

anyway.. gonna be busy till opening day..
Hopefully.. I'll be able to go to the graduation gig. haha. Ja mata~

- CNSQ -

aH~

Yesterday was team-building @ Changi Beach Club...
The games were.. on the whole quite well planned la. The Weather was good.
Balloon stepping.. *new version of scissors, paper & stone*.. Arranging ourselves within the line provided according to out birthday/Height (without talking)

Today Is the first day of Stall Preparation!
FP CNSQ is due to open on the 17th of December.. So we have exactly one week to do up the whole stall.. We cleaned the shelves.. then started to place the labels in their respective shelves.. (not finished yet) Tonight.. (which is now).. The stocks will arrive.. So... Our job tomorrow is to pack the items to their respective shelves..

Working from 9 - 5 is no joke.. I'm tired already! Haha
Had lunch by myself today.. Well.. I deserve it.. I chose to be alone anyway.

Was quite happy that one of the girls (my age) came up to me.. introduced herself and gave me a big smile. I thought she didn't want to associate herself with me. (I thought she was unfriendly :P) Ngee ann girl.. But I have forgotten her name.. (My memory has always failed me.. So forgive me)

Till now.. I only know that my branch manager is called William.. and assistant branch manager is called Jeffrey. =.="

My fellow colleagues? Sorry.. I can't remember a single of their names.. :P
Gomenasai.. Haha..

If you have no idea wad is CNSQ... don't ask me. I'm not telling..
Observe the letters CN & SQ.. You should be able to realise wad it stands for. :D

4th Day @ Work

Today is my 4th day @ work.

Aunty wasn't on duty today.. So I was attached to the younger one..
When she left for lunch.. I was attached to another one for an hour before I could go. But this time.. it wasn't an aunty.. Is more of an ah Boy.. =.="

Oh well.. I disturbed him too much on my second day.. Asking him wad is the price of this.. what is the price of that.. On top of that.. He knew about the mistake I made...
So.. I thought he will really dislike me.. So when I realise it was him that I was being attached to.. I went.. "OH MY GOD.... NOOOOOO!!!!"

But okay larh.. I think he isn't the type who would dislike someone just because of small little things.. Lol.. I'm the sensitive one..
He kept asking me to scan cuz he was tired.. Then I was like.. "ehh.. U just come here only!! I stand for 4 hours le leh.. "
If I was working with the aunties.. I probably would just shut my mouth and do work..
=.=" Maybe because he seemed friendly and too young for me to obey what he says. (though I should since he is a more senior than me)

Oh well.. Things were fine today.. At least.. I suppose so..
Tomorrow is TRAINING!!! Will get to see Laykuan, Melissa and Belinda again!
But that's probably the last time I'll get to see them.. Unless.. In school larh..
Been talking to LayKuan a lot..
I bet the question of "where are we gonna eat" will come back tomorrow. Haha.
Looking forward to that.

Tuesday I'll be back to work.. Then will move to the new outlet.. Hopefully.. The staff there is as nice (or better than) as the Staff in Simei. I'll miss them all.. Though I've only been here for 4 days.. I'm alrdy missing that aunty that taught me the first two days.. She is so caring.. (despite my errors.. She kept pushing me on.. Telling me its okay.. Encouraging me.. )

This will probably be my most memorable Holiday.. Haha..
Till Next time..

-SetBack-

2nd day of work: Made Nothing but Trouble.

Seriously.. I should have just listened to my mum.. : Dun Work.
I think I should just find a husband and be a housewife.

Reality finally hit me super duper hard.
Money is really hard to earn.. When you make a mistake.. You'll get scolded.. Definitely.
Maybe.. I am too pampered. When I face things like this.. I cant take it..
I will finally admit that I am WEAK.

I broke down today.. *Im such an idiot*
I hope I can find a hole to cover my face..
How many times did I say sorry to customers today? [countless]
Why am I so blur today? Feel like killing myself.

How am I going to survive in this cruel world?

a new experience

Had a long day today.. Never expected myself to be able to listen attentively throughout.. (though I did yawn a little too much.. - Too little sleep. 6 hours only. D: )

The trainer has an amazing sense of humour..
When we started the day.. She was like.. I prefer being called a trainer instead of a teacher because it'll remind the students of all their bad experience.. :D

She emphasized many things.. Saying stuff like.. We cant bring our personal emotions into the workforce. Its like acting.. Once we step into the workplace.. We are no longer someone's daughter or someone's friend.. We are cashiers..
It sounded so cool. Haha.

She asked everyone two questions.. Who are you? and Why are you here?
She also mentioned that among us.. there are probably people whom are just there to "Look see look see" or for students.. Just to Earn more POCKET MONEY!
Which.. For me.. Its so true.. HAHA

I won't say which branch I'm assigned to..
But If.. By chance that I do meet people whom I know.. I'll just treat you as a normal customer yeah.. Unless I'm already off-duty. (PROFESSIONAL? YES, I KNOW... :D)

Am I being too thickskin? (Must learnt more of that.. Haha)
To be in the service line.. I must first have confidence in myself.. If I cant even accomplish this basic factor.. How can I expect my customers to have faith in me? Logic? I'm wise right? Thank you for the compliment. :D

Tomorrow will be hands on training.. (guess It'll be pretty fun)
I went to sneak a peek at the cashiers' machine.. Looks fun.. But looks are deceiving.. Maybe I've gotten myself into something horrible.. HAHA.

Anyway, Till next time. :)

- Delusion -

I wonder.. If I'm really strong or just acting strong. I really cant tell.
Maybe we are just passing clouds in each other's life.
I want to believe that God brought us together for a reason..

Hopefully.. I'm not as pessimistic a person that I believed myself to be.
I'm trying hard to look at things from several different views.

I hope grow stronger everyday.. Physically and Mentally.
Its possible right? Every single time I fall.. I must have the courage to stand up and walk on.
If I don't even have the courage.. Then it would mean that my life has come to an end.. Cuz it would be meaningless to live. Hence.. I have to recover.. In the shortest time..

I'm going to attend the ntuc training from Monday onwards.. So I suppose I'll be diligently studying to be a fantastic cashier. That will keep me from thinking the impossible.. :D

Wish me Luck!

- emptiness -

I'm back to being an empty shell..
I'll probably stay like that.. till I jump out of this bottomless pit.
After emo-ing for the whole night.. my conclusion is that.. I'll be fine after awhile.
Out of sight.. out of mind. Its amazing why I always break up during the December holidays.. Thank my lucky stars that he isn't my first love. Maybe that is why.. I dun feel as hurt as I felt. Or maybe.. I have tried my utmost best.. and becuz of that.. I dun regret it.

I confessed.. dated.. broken up. I probably won't forget this 2 months.. but I wun feel too sad about it either. I will stay strong.. and when the time is right.. I will meet the one for me.. and carry on with life.

I suppose everything will be even better after this. There is definitely a reason why heaven put us together.. then make us realise we aren't for each other.. I wish the best for you. :)

Day 1 In TaiPei - Ximen

The flight From Sin - Taipei was rescheduled from 130 to 330 pm and the total journey took 4hr 11min.. Ended up reaching there at 10pm ++ .. It was 18 degrees when we got there.. *cold* :D

From Taoyuan Airport to Ximen took an hour. >.<
Had a proper lunch cum dinner only at 11pm+.. =.="

The streets of Ximen had food stalls all around selling ji pa, corn sticks and mee sua.
Unfortunately for me.. I was left hungry for too long so.. had a stomachache after eating..

Back at Rainbow Hotel.. We watched the Japan Channel.. It was fantastic.. They had Music Station on air.. and we caught the one where v6 was feat. :D

- More to come in next post -


When I did something wrong.. did you have to announce it to everyone including people whom you met less than 5 times?
I'm your sister.. Why disgrace me in front of everyone?
Yes. I booked the wrong seats.. Yes, I lost the hearts. Are these more important than me?
Yeah.. although you are the sister that understands me more than Jie, Sometimes.. I just hate you more than Jie for who you became.

- Back to sq one -

Back to my own design..

Nothing will beat anything that you have done with your own hands..
I still like my own design..
Its probably time to create something new.. So I need to find cute pictures and a starting layout.. Wait till I have the inspiration to to do bah..

Currently.. Busy with my sister's x'mas orders.. Gonna be busy doing cards for close friends soon.
Will be finding a job when I'm back from TaiWan. So.. If anyone has any good recommendations. Please please please tell me yea?

Besides all that.. I'm busy with runescape, Audition and Neopets.. Yes.. I know its lame.. But I'm bored.. Decided to start watching animes once I get bored of all the games.. [I'll first finish my Korean Drama series - Family Honour]

Tomorrow is the last day of the Exams! Am I supposed to feel happy?
Mayb I've already started my holidays.. So.. I dun feel as happy as I'm supposed to be..
I'm an empty shell..

Last day of Chemistry tuition today!
Should I ask them for their E-mails? Afterall.. We've all been in one class for 2 freaking years..
But.. I don't even talk to them in the first place..
Forget it.. I'm probably the type who would just sit there and wait for things to drop from the sky. If they ask.. then good. If not.. Byebye.

Haix.. My friends seem to have mixed feelings about reaching the end of the exams.. I wonder.. Why I seem to have no feelings at this moment.. Im becoming a heartless person? Nah.. Im too sensitive to be one..

Zzz.. maybe.. I'm just too tired to feel..

-.-

- 4 Days Left -

I have no idea why I'm on the computer at this time..
Oh well.. Wish me luck. I really need it.. p(>.<)q
This will probably be the last post.. Will get back to posting again on the 5th of Nov!!!
So.. Till Then.. ~Cya~

- Quarrels -

Ah~

World war 2 started because of Hitler's aggression.. If the West had cooperated with Russia.. Maybe.. Things would have changed..

Competing ideologies created mutual distrust and suspicious.. This made the tensions between the two countries worst..

My point is.. Quarrels work on the same theory too isn't it?
When two parties start getting suspicious about one another.. Tensions will rise.. and the relationship will never come to a good ending..

The physics theory is that opposites attract.. Like poles repel.. [inspired from the newspaper article]

This world isn't as easy as it thinks.. ><

- Happy Birthday -

It was one of my idol's birthday yesterday. :P

Hiroshi Nagano turned 37 yesterday. Congrats and may V6's concert in Korea & Taiwan be a success. Haix..

I'm in love with SNSD [Girls' Generation], they have really good vocals.. Especially TaeYeon!! The leader of SNSD.. She's really cute. Haha..

Isn't she just adorable? :P

I edited my playlist.. So Huimin!!! ><>

The first song is Kissing you. I heard it before somewhere. But I cant remember where..

I find it very nice. I wun noe about others. haha

K bah.. I go see if I can find nicer blogskins. Gotta go study soon.

15 days to go..

- sorry -

I'm not stupid.. Just that I tend to be too nice to people..
and allow some to take me for granted/take advantage of me...
What to do? I'm this sort of person whom doesn't want to offend people..
Even if I'm reluctant to help them.. I'll still help.

Maybe people like me shouldn't even exist in this world..
Then we won't make people around us worry so much and suffer..

But the fact is that I do exist.. And I really want to cherish people around me. I want them to be happy.. I want them to smile..
Life is already so short.. I want to cherish every single moment spent with you.

- Blogger -

Finally!! Blogger is back to its original state.. Zzz..
The icons couldn't be seen for months.. =.="
Alright then.. Its time to start scouting for ideas for my new blogskin..
So far I have only made 1 creation! After my Exams.. I shall be an active Blogskin Maker.. ^^

I didn't like LJ as much as I liked blogger.. The variety of blogskins is wider..
Hope I didn't cause inconvenience to too many people.. After all.. I only know 2 people to reads my lifeless blog. Haha..

So.. I should start collecting Pictures! Maybe this time.. I'll create a kawaii theme blogskin. haha.
Hopefully it works out..

Anyway.. Gotta go..
Good luck to everyone in everything you do!! :)

- V6 Heaven -

Just like Yanrong has her NEWS heaven - http://newshfan.livejournal.com
I have found my V6 Heaven!!! - http://community.livejournal.com/v6_unlimited/
Actually I found it long long time ago.. Just that I din realise that they had so MUCH UPDATES on V6!!
Well.. I missed the chance of playing audition today. >.< Busy downloading magazine crops from my heavenly website.. HEHE.
Then I was playing bejewelled.. I feel as though my eyes are gonna bulge out anytime. Stared at jewels for the longest time.. Now i'm getting the side effects.. I believe my eyesight will deteriorate in a couple of weeks.. (thats a bad thing. HAHA)
Well well.. Its time to go off to my Chem tuition. Zzz *yawns*

Signing off,
starz04

KAMISEN!

I wish I could be there.. Sobs..
Credits to http://v6.okamori.com/ for the below information. :D

We are Coming Century Boys LIVE TOUR 2009

already started in Hiroshima,
here the track list;

1. Are you ready tonight?
2. Desert Eagle
3. Come with me
4. Kiss you, kiss me
5. Lookin’ for my dream
6. Precious song

Introduction-talk

7. 4U / miyake solo
8. Shall we love? / okada solo
9. You are my everything / morita solo
10. Faito
11. SHODO
12. Have a super good time

MC TALK

13. Te no hira no UNIVERSE
14. Black-out
15. Forget it all
16. Omoi no kakera
17. Silver bells

Movie

18. Kamisen medley
# Theme of coming century
# Miss you tonight
# EXIT / miyake solo
# Born to run
# WHAT’S COOL?
# STAY GOLD / morita solo
# Boku no kokuhaku
# Sukisa sukkiyanen
# Daijoubu
# Happy new year’s train / okada solo
# Natsu kakera
# Harlem summer
19. Wild style
20. Hello-goodbye

Encore;
Happy together
Untitled song

Double encore;
Be with you

- ... -

Ah~

Muzi said this to me.. Don't regret about the decisions i had made in the past..
Don't complain about why you're being put through all this crap. :)

I'm probably not the type whom will fight for my own happiness.. Sad to say.. ^^

Somehow I cant wait for graduation.. Cant wait to start a new life somewhere else..
Though.. Of course.. I won't forget all the memories I've accumulated within this 4 darn years..
3 - 4 actual months left of being in this school.. before I can let go of everything..

I wonder what has been laid in front of me.. Wonder wad is to come..
Life is so short... I shouldn't be wasting it by doing not practical things.

Cherish the people who are around you..
Never ever wait till u lose it forever.. It'll be too late by then..

to huimin: Kkz.. :)
to samantha: haha. Yea.

- Happenings -

Today.. Fiona, Yanrong, Muzi and I were late for SS lesson for 5 minutes.. then Mdm kang decided to lock us outside the classroom.. (wadever)
Afterwhich.. Many others followed.. almost half the class were locked outside? HAHA

I need to become stronger in terms of controlling my emotions..
Seriously.. Its getting from bad to worst. =.="

I finally decided on what to do.. :)
Thank you all my friends.. For ur encouragement and advice.
I cant tell u guys how much I love u all. Haha.

On 25 June, Singapore has confirmed another 95 new cases (221st to 315th cases) of Influenza A (H1N1-2009), 47 of the new cases have been investigated, and they comprise 25 local cases, and 22 imported cases. The remaining 48 cases are still being investigated. This brings the total number of confirmed cases in Singapore to 315.

Why so fast? How did the initial 4 ppl became 315 within a month or so?
So scary.

Updates..

Update on what I have been doing:
- Mapling
- Audition-ing
- Facebook-ing
- Having lunch outside everyday
- Sleeping

Updates on Homework:
- Nothing completed.. Except:
1. English comprehension (1st & 2nd) [everyone else has done it too]
2. 1 Physics Quiz
3. 5 or 6 Chem MCQ
4. Nearly finished Woodlands Ring A-maths Paper

Yes.. I know its the third week alrdy.. >.<
I shall update more often.. See how much I can do within a day or so... Heh.

起初只是朋友 - Gong Si Jia

坐在窗边看夜景
等着黎明的来临
夜空布满了星星
仿佛点燃着你的名

曾经拥有的回忆
是否会像颗流星
光芒绚丽划过天际
消失后毫无痕迹

起初只是朋友而已
这个故事谁不熟悉
美丽的结局我不敢肯定
等待你的回应
以后是否能再继续
这份感情若带给你恐惧
我宁愿隐藏在心底

在这一夜我没有睡
一直后悔为何要把自己说清
万一只是万一
我就会一瞬间
完全失去你

...

Shi Xin Hui - 你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

你没想像中爱我

O Level Chinese

=.=" I definitely screwed it up..
Seriously.. I didn't manage to even finish bao zhang du hou gan..
I think i was abnormally too calm..
oh well.. lets just wait till the results..

Depressed

Mid-year is a total disaster..
I failed English.. Damn it.

Minna san! Konnichiwa~!

Ah~ I'm finally done with mid-year..
Though i dun think that mid-year was very well-done.. but.. Like Mr Njoo said..
Take a short break then start the engine again.

All thanks to the stupid Influenza A.. Block Booking is disgustingly cancelled.
and the worst thing is that Mr Tan will not be in school for the whole of next week.. (re-service)
I'm seriously getting worried about the Chemistry syllabus now.

Since extra lessons are now officially cancelled.. We have to do lots of revision ON OUR OWN.
Why our batch always so unlucky one.. I mean.. if we were sec 3s.. we'll probably be very super duper happy.. But we're not. The national exams are in like.. 5 months.. and if we dun get the lessons we need.. our results are at stake!!!

Haix.. but what to do? Things are in this stage now..

Tomorrow is MARKING DAY! :)
lets relax for one day~

Its nearing the end of April!
Mid-year starts this Thursday.. Am I suppose to be panicking?
Somehow I find it hard to focus on my studies..
No matter how many times I tell myself.. I should be studying now..

Maybe its the weather.. Too warm to even concentrate..
Insane weather.. One day we'll probably need to live on MARS.

I can never force myself to study when the weather is so warm.
I'll probably be busy cursing the weather instead of studying..
How am I gonna survive 'O' levels? Its mostly in the afternoon.. =.=

Chinese 'O' levels is in 36 days.. Maybe I should be starting on my revision eh?

cant stand the freaking weather..

-Demoralised-

never felt so demoralised since P3...

My teachers have always been so fond of having a student like me.. till I reached secondary.
Mrs Pang, Mrs Tan, Mr Tay (Zheng lao ye), Mdm Lee.. They were always so supportive and appreciative.. I was always made to feel special..

I knew my life had changed the moment I stepped into HSCS.
Everything was so different. teachers expect their students to be very mature.. Threaten to stay back if your work isn done.. threaten to call parents if u're naughty.. And in the end.. Its the naughty students that get remembered by the teachers.. With the exception of Mrs Adris.. who has always been so caring and protective.. :) I'll never forget the things you have done for me.

I'm probably the most competitive person in my class.. I hate it when I'm able to reach a certain target.. I might have said that i'll never pass physics.. I might have said I want to give up.. But if you freaking truly understand my personality.. You will know that I will never give up.. and in my heart.. Im still aiming for an A1 in physics.

I always want to be the best in everything that I can.. Im a perfectionist.
I won't deny the fact that I'm indeed the type who expects miracles to happen without doing anything and I'm trying hard to change that stupid character of mine. I'm actually starting to study for maths test.. and to me.. Its a huge improvement..

However.. Wanting to change the fact that I never once bothered to study chinese.. Is a feat.
After 15 years of not studying for Chinese (xcept for spellings).. Its hard to adapt to the fact that I have a whole lot of study materials to memorise for the year number 16.

Yes.. I may not have studied the chinese materials.. But the fact that I bothered to go every single chinese SAT lessons.. The fact that I stayed for the extra lessons.. The fact that I'm actually starting to watch the 10 o'clock news and keep newspapers for reference..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I have no regard for Chinese..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I'll be a hopeless case if I don't freaking study the notes.

Does he really understand what we're facing?
I seriously DOUBT it.

HaiCarnival

It's Hai Sing's 50th Anniversary!
I guess we did a pretty good job today? The "tank of terror" had quite a good business~![I was definitely amazed at the number of people who played..]

ps: The food stalls this year wasn't as exciting as the one's we had done. Haha :P

.: Starz04 :.

-Common Test-

CA results are finally out.. I'm not really satisfied.[I'm greedy.. ] But its okay.. :D I still have term 2!

English: 63
Chinese: 62
E-maths: 74
A-maths: 71
Chemistry: 70
Physics: 62
Combine Humanities: 54

So.. Three A2s.. Three B4s and One C6.. Haha.. All even numbers.. Zzz
At least I passed my Humanities.. My Social Studies failed.. Thankfully I have my history marks to pull me up.. Or else I would have probably failed. Nevertheless.. I'm very glad that my English is a B4 this time.. Hopefully I'll bring it up to at least B3 by the end of this year.. :D

That would be all (for today) I guess.. :D

.: Starz04:.

- weekend & school -

This weekend seems to be one of the most relaxed one ever.
Unfortunately.. tomorrow its school again. and I think Im supposed to be very busy.. Cuz I have 'O' level Chem SPA(1) this Thursday.. & Physics Level test on Friday..

School's been... Uneventful..
I'm going into a stage whereby I'm starting to hate everything again.
I'm tired of school.. Everyone is starting to show their full potential. Take physics level test for example.. our class average score was 20+ over the full score of 26. .. There were a number who got full marks. I can only say that im glad I didn't pull the class average down. :)

Gotta go~

- Results -

Today.. I got back English and E-maths Common test..
The marks had been quite nice.. At least.. Unexpected..
History I got 18/25.. Which to me.. Is the best I had ever gotten.
E-maths was unexpected.. I initially thought I'll Fail.. But I still passed with 27.5/40
English compo.. Managed to achieve my first 20/30 score!

Might be getting back A-maths tomm.. Hopefully its okay too..

.: Starz 04 :.

- Randomised -

On Wednesday.. I saw a rainbow!

Here are some views of it.. Though it's not very clear.. :)

Next... This is the only picture taken during the excursion to the URA..

Lastly.. Some random Pictures..


.: Starz04 :.

S.H.E

HEADLINES: EASTPOINT MALL ROARING WITH PEOPLE?

If you had been watching the advertisements.. You will know why.
S.H.E (Live) in EASTPOINT MALL.. by Radio 93.3.
Of all places.. why Eastpoint point? O.o LOL

Anyway.. managed to catch a glimpse of all three of them.. My sister and I were going bonkers.. Not becuz they were there.. But we were thinking.. If V6 was the one up there on stage.. We'll definitely queue overnight. LOL.

My sis could only take one or two pictures of them.. too many people..
Pictures are still in her camera.. so.. Till next time.. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GO!

HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY GO MORITA!!! :D
To celebrate this wonderful day.. I shall... Post all about you!

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Name: Go Morita, 森田剛
Birth date: 20 February 1979
Birth place: Saitama, Japan
Blood Type: A
Zodiac Sign: PISCES
Height: 164 cm


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Heh.. Happy Birthday!! WootZ! :D

Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day!

Thanks to all who made this Valentine's day the best one ever:
- Nicole T. & Lin Hui
- Nicole C. & Elis
- Esther & Kristin
- Letitia
- Joyce
- Jing Ling & Boon Fang
- Cheryl W., Tatiana & Hawa
- Huimin
- Adriel

I love the chocolates, biscuits and sweets.. :D
To all who are single... May u find ur true love when the time is right.. :)

16th Birthday

I'm SIXTEEN!

Finally.. I have the time to sort out pictures and stuff..
I celebrated my birthday with 'o' level physics SPA, A-maths test and Chinese test.. Fantastic isn't it? :D

Yep.. I'm that lame.. Using Alphabet Biscuits.. :D Traditional tidbits okay!

BIG BIG Thanks to Mommy, Big sis and Mei.. U just fulfilled one of my wishes!
U all made 31st January the happiest day of my life. :D

Also.. Thanks Daddy for the $120+ Meal on my birthday. :)


Thank you Phaiks.. Though I currently do not have a ear hole but
Im sure the earrings will come to good use one day. :D


Now for the ones from my beloved friends!!

AND YES! This wonderfully designed specially for me card! :D THANKS HUIMIN!
I CANT TAKE MY EYES OF IT...

And of course.. Thanks to all who signed on this wonderful card.

And thus a BIG thanks to:

HUIMIN; FIONA; YANRONG
JACKIE; SYDNEY
EDWIN
FUXI
ADRIEL; JUNWEI
HAWA; TATIANA
ELIS; NICOLE C.
ESTHER; JINGLING; BOONFANG; LETITIA; KRISTIN

It was u guys that made my day. :D and of course.. not forgetting:

Pin yi; Dominic; Lenis; Elvira; Yi zhen; Yi zhi; Cheryl W. & Shannon.

Signing off.....
yijin :D

My 100th post!

Anyway.. January is almost over.. And for the first time in my whole life.. I used less than 1 week of the computer.. On the average is once a week.. Sianx. I'm bombarded with homework almost everyday and I'm SO tired!! Sec 3 was so much more relaxing.. never felt so stressed before.

'O' Level Physics SPA (1st exam) is on Wednesday (4th Feb).. >.<
There's a possibility that A-maths chapter 12 test is also on Wednesday..
Thank goodness Mrs Chan did not put Grand Review on that sacred day too. Anyway.. Wish me Luck! I'll probably need a lot of it.

I finally own the new syllabus physics textbook. that will probably save me a lot of trouble.. :) Thanks Fuxi! for helping me find one.

Tonight I still have Chemistry tuition.. It'll be hard to keep my eyelids open.. haha.
To all that is taking physics SPA next Wednesday.. GOOD LUCK! :D

I shall do other things before I go and take a quick nap.. haha.

PS: Stacey.. Hope to hear from you soon.. I miss you.. :(

Tomorrow is Lunar New Year EVE!

After new year.. its gonna be hell i suppose?
Physics SPA is during the week of my birthday. ><

Physics Current electricity test is this coming Friday..
Maths test is on Edwin's birthday..
I wonder wad other test is coming up.

Mei's gonna borrow her boyfriend's Wii.. So if nothing goes wrong.. hahaha.
I'll be playing Wii tennis/bowling tomm!! as an entertainment programme while i "Shou Ye"..

Anyway.. Happy Lunar New Year!! For students.. Be as hardworking as the Ox!! hahaha

Where is Mr Pee when I realise how nice a person he is?

Haix. I finally found time to use the stupid computer. Been so busy! Yesterday slept at like 1.30AM! =.="

2009 - Post 2

The first week of school is finally over. :)

I still dun like my school. I guess I'll probably be glad to get out of school and start a new life in poly.

Cut of point for accounting and finance is so freaking LOW!!! :( 12 POINTS~!
Must have English, maths and other 3 subjects.. And applicant must sit for the combine humans paper.. is SIT for only right? If take combine humans score.. then my dream is dashed! SOBS..

HAIX. Im going to tp open house tomm!! cant wait.

A Bad Start

2009 - First post..

Gosh.. I haven been using the comp for days. [I meant for personal purposes]
Have been chionging all my hwk.. Kinda fed up cuz I handed nothing on Friday.

Monday have some mission seminar.. [And at this point in time, A FREAKING BEE FLEW INTO MY HOUSE >.<" WAD THE HECK!] :(

So.. Monday is gonna be a BORING day. and Tuesday will be all the sec 4 girls sch day..

Yest was the first day.. I got a shock when my mum told me that my second sis was in hospital.
Scared the wits out of me. Was on the drip and the oxygen tube. Scary.
Her boyfriend stayed with her all night. She was supposed to be discharged on Monday.. But we pushed it to today.. So she's home now.

Well.. She has a week of mc.. Apparently.. her MC ends on her Boyfriend's Bday.. =.=
Wadever.

Planning to make a new blogskin soon. :( Hopefully I have the time to. My sis is restricting me to usage only on weekends. normal days can only use 10 min for checking of E-mails.

Gonna clear my facebook rubbish now.

Replies to tags:
- Little tekko granddaughter(Sta): Haha.. Im scary? :( The tchers really never collect. Mr Chia said he expected it to happen. haha

- Huimin: Happy new year.. :) Not used to school man. haha