Its nearing the end of April!
Mid-year starts this Thursday.. Am I suppose to be panicking?
Somehow I find it hard to focus on my studies..
No matter how many times I tell myself.. I should be studying now..
Maybe its the weather.. Too warm to even concentrate..
Insane weather.. One day we'll probably need to live on MARS.
I can never force myself to study when the weather is so warm.
I'll probably be busy cursing the weather instead of studying..
How am I gonna survive 'O' levels? Its mostly in the afternoon.. =.=
Chinese 'O' levels is in 36 days.. Maybe I should be starting on my revision eh?
cant stand the freaking weather..
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
-Demoralised-
never felt so demoralised since P3...
My teachers have always been so fond of having a student like me.. till I reached secondary.
Mrs Pang, Mrs Tan, Mr Tay (Zheng lao ye), Mdm Lee.. They were always so supportive and appreciative.. I was always made to feel special..
I knew my life had changed the moment I stepped into HSCS.
Everything was so different. teachers expect their students to be very mature.. Threaten to stay back if your work isn done.. threaten to call parents if u're naughty.. And in the end.. Its the naughty students that get remembered by the teachers.. With the exception of Mrs Adris.. who has always been so caring and protective.. :) I'll never forget the things you have done for me.
I'm probably the most competitive person in my class.. I hate it when I'm able to reach a certain target.. I might have said that i'll never pass physics.. I might have said I want to give up.. But if you freaking truly understand my personality.. You will know that I will never give up.. and in my heart.. Im still aiming for an A1 in physics.
I always want to be the best in everything that I can.. Im a perfectionist.
I won't deny the fact that I'm indeed the type who expects miracles to happen without doing anything and I'm trying hard to change that stupid character of mine. I'm actually starting to study for maths test.. and to me.. Its a huge improvement..
However.. Wanting to change the fact that I never once bothered to study chinese.. Is a feat.
After 15 years of not studying for Chinese (xcept for spellings).. Its hard to adapt to the fact that I have a whole lot of study materials to memorise for the year number 16.
Yes.. I may not have studied the chinese materials.. But the fact that I bothered to go every single chinese SAT lessons.. The fact that I stayed for the extra lessons.. The fact that I'm actually starting to watch the 10 o'clock news and keep newspapers for reference..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I have no regard for Chinese..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I'll be a hopeless case if I don't freaking study the notes.
Does he really understand what we're facing?
I seriously DOUBT it.
My teachers have always been so fond of having a student like me.. till I reached secondary.
Mrs Pang, Mrs Tan, Mr Tay (Zheng lao ye), Mdm Lee.. They were always so supportive and appreciative.. I was always made to feel special..
I knew my life had changed the moment I stepped into HSCS.
Everything was so different. teachers expect their students to be very mature.. Threaten to stay back if your work isn done.. threaten to call parents if u're naughty.. And in the end.. Its the naughty students that get remembered by the teachers.. With the exception of Mrs Adris.. who has always been so caring and protective.. :) I'll never forget the things you have done for me.
I'm probably the most competitive person in my class.. I hate it when I'm able to reach a certain target.. I might have said that i'll never pass physics.. I might have said I want to give up.. But if you freaking truly understand my personality.. You will know that I will never give up.. and in my heart.. Im still aiming for an A1 in physics.
I always want to be the best in everything that I can.. Im a perfectionist.
I won't deny the fact that I'm indeed the type who expects miracles to happen without doing anything and I'm trying hard to change that stupid character of mine. I'm actually starting to study for maths test.. and to me.. Its a huge improvement..
However.. Wanting to change the fact that I never once bothered to study chinese.. Is a feat.
After 15 years of not studying for Chinese (xcept for spellings).. Its hard to adapt to the fact that I have a whole lot of study materials to memorise for the year number 16.
Yes.. I may not have studied the chinese materials.. But the fact that I bothered to go every single chinese SAT lessons.. The fact that I stayed for the extra lessons.. The fact that I'm actually starting to watch the 10 o'clock news and keep newspapers for reference..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I have no regard for Chinese..
WHAT RIGHT do you have to say that I'll be a hopeless case if I don't freaking study the notes.
Does he really understand what we're facing?
I seriously DOUBT it.