a new experience

Had a long day today.. Never expected myself to be able to listen attentively throughout.. (though I did yawn a little too much.. - Too little sleep. 6 hours only. D: )

The trainer has an amazing sense of humour..
When we started the day.. She was like.. I prefer being called a trainer instead of a teacher because it'll remind the students of all their bad experience.. :D

She emphasized many things.. Saying stuff like.. We cant bring our personal emotions into the workforce. Its like acting.. Once we step into the workplace.. We are no longer someone's daughter or someone's friend.. We are cashiers..
It sounded so cool. Haha.

She asked everyone two questions.. Who are you? and Why are you here?
She also mentioned that among us.. there are probably people whom are just there to "Look see look see" or for students.. Just to Earn more POCKET MONEY!
Which.. For me.. Its so true.. HAHA

I won't say which branch I'm assigned to..
But If.. By chance that I do meet people whom I know.. I'll just treat you as a normal customer yeah.. Unless I'm already off-duty. (PROFESSIONAL? YES, I KNOW... :D)

Am I being too thickskin? (Must learnt more of that.. Haha)
To be in the service line.. I must first have confidence in myself.. If I cant even accomplish this basic factor.. How can I expect my customers to have faith in me? Logic? I'm wise right? Thank you for the compliment. :D

Tomorrow will be hands on training.. (guess It'll be pretty fun)
I went to sneak a peek at the cashiers' machine.. Looks fun.. But looks are deceiving.. Maybe I've gotten myself into something horrible.. HAHA.

Anyway, Till next time. :)

- Delusion -

I wonder.. If I'm really strong or just acting strong. I really cant tell.
Maybe we are just passing clouds in each other's life.
I want to believe that God brought us together for a reason..

Hopefully.. I'm not as pessimistic a person that I believed myself to be.
I'm trying hard to look at things from several different views.

I hope grow stronger everyday.. Physically and Mentally.
Its possible right? Every single time I fall.. I must have the courage to stand up and walk on.
If I don't even have the courage.. Then it would mean that my life has come to an end.. Cuz it would be meaningless to live. Hence.. I have to recover.. In the shortest time..

I'm going to attend the ntuc training from Monday onwards.. So I suppose I'll be diligently studying to be a fantastic cashier. That will keep me from thinking the impossible.. :D

Wish me Luck!

- emptiness -

I'm back to being an empty shell..
I'll probably stay like that.. till I jump out of this bottomless pit.
After emo-ing for the whole night.. my conclusion is that.. I'll be fine after awhile.
Out of sight.. out of mind. Its amazing why I always break up during the December holidays.. Thank my lucky stars that he isn't my first love. Maybe that is why.. I dun feel as hurt as I felt. Or maybe.. I have tried my utmost best.. and becuz of that.. I dun regret it.

I confessed.. dated.. broken up. I probably won't forget this 2 months.. but I wun feel too sad about it either. I will stay strong.. and when the time is right.. I will meet the one for me.. and carry on with life.

I suppose everything will be even better after this. There is definitely a reason why heaven put us together.. then make us realise we aren't for each other.. I wish the best for you. :)

Day 1 In TaiPei - Ximen

The flight From Sin - Taipei was rescheduled from 130 to 330 pm and the total journey took 4hr 11min.. Ended up reaching there at 10pm ++ .. It was 18 degrees when we got there.. *cold* :D

From Taoyuan Airport to Ximen took an hour. >.<
Had a proper lunch cum dinner only at 11pm+.. =.="

The streets of Ximen had food stalls all around selling ji pa, corn sticks and mee sua.
Unfortunately for me.. I was left hungry for too long so.. had a stomachache after eating..

Back at Rainbow Hotel.. We watched the Japan Channel.. It was fantastic.. They had Music Station on air.. and we caught the one where v6 was feat. :D

- More to come in next post -


When I did something wrong.. did you have to announce it to everyone including people whom you met less than 5 times?
I'm your sister.. Why disgrace me in front of everyone?
Yes. I booked the wrong seats.. Yes, I lost the hearts. Are these more important than me?
Yeah.. although you are the sister that understands me more than Jie, Sometimes.. I just hate you more than Jie for who you became.

- Back to sq one -

Back to my own design..

Nothing will beat anything that you have done with your own hands..
I still like my own design..
Its probably time to create something new.. So I need to find cute pictures and a starting layout.. Wait till I have the inspiration to to do bah..

Currently.. Busy with my sister's x'mas orders.. Gonna be busy doing cards for close friends soon.
Will be finding a job when I'm back from TaiWan. So.. If anyone has any good recommendations. Please please please tell me yea?

Besides all that.. I'm busy with runescape, Audition and Neopets.. Yes.. I know its lame.. But I'm bored.. Decided to start watching animes once I get bored of all the games.. [I'll first finish my Korean Drama series - Family Honour]

Tomorrow is the last day of the Exams! Am I supposed to feel happy?
Mayb I've already started my holidays.. So.. I dun feel as happy as I'm supposed to be..
I'm an empty shell..

Last day of Chemistry tuition today!
Should I ask them for their E-mails? Afterall.. We've all been in one class for 2 freaking years..
But.. I don't even talk to them in the first place..
Forget it.. I'm probably the type who would just sit there and wait for things to drop from the sky. If they ask.. then good. If not.. Byebye.

Haix.. My friends seem to have mixed feelings about reaching the end of the exams.. I wonder.. Why I seem to have no feelings at this moment.. Im becoming a heartless person? Nah.. Im too sensitive to be one..

Zzz.. maybe.. I'm just too tired to feel..

-.-