For the first time in my whole sixteen years of life..
I'm told to stfu if I dun noe anything... & called a spoiler.
Great. I always thought that I won't be hated.. Now I am. Great...

- Disillusion -

- depressed -

Wad's getting into me?
Am I really that strong or am I just disillusioning myself?

No offence.. But I hope I won't have to work with MH for more than 3 days a week.. Will DIE..

Jeffrey asked me to put dividers on the biscuit lane..
Come on.. Its a freaking easy job.. I don't need help on that.. Haix..

& stop trying to think that I'm ur sister. cuz Im not.
I have my own family & friends to celebrate my birthday for me.. I dun need u to celebrate my birthday at UR house. It just doesn't make any sense..

Am I starting to be prejudiced against you? I'm hating you by the day..
Argh.. wad's wrong with me.. ._.

I wonder wad is wrong with me..

Its freaking difficult to open my darn mouth.
Jeffrey (CNSQ) told us to choose our own paths wisely.. Not to follow our friends for the sake of company.. but to follow wad we really want to do.. It is afterall.. Our future..
He also said that we should make something out of ourselves.. If you keep following your friends.. You'll just be known as so and so's friend.. (His words struck me hard.. )

I'm always just a shadow of others.. a supporting actress in others' life..
Its time for me to train to be a main lead.. But how?

Madeline is leaving on the 26th of Jan.. (she applied for JC)
Then I'm gonna lose e rest of my colleagues in 2 months time..
Liting, Alvin, Zihao & Weizhe..
I hoped to know all of them better.. But with my personality.. Haix
Went for lunch with Alvin & Weizhe the day before yesterday.. I barely spoke..
Only listened to them talk about their friends.. (while looking at them both intently :P)

I'm quite sad that they are aiming for TP.. which means.. I'm definitely not gonna be in the same school as them. Haix..

Hopefully.. I'll make use of this 2 precious months to know them better.. but with madeline off to studies.. It'll be hard.. She's our bridge.. ):

I wish. I hope. I pray.

-decision made-

I've finally submitted my JAE application:

I've finally submitted my JAE application:

1. International Business @ SP
2. Business Studies @ NP
3. Tampines JC (science)
4. Business Admin @ SP
5. Accountancy @ NP
6. Accountancy @ SP
7. Integrated events & project managment @ SP
8. Human Resource Management w Psychology @ SP
9. Financial Business Informatics @ TP
10. Law & Management @ TP
11. Accounting & Finance @ TP
12. Serangoon JC (science)

I'll pray hard that I'll get into SP International Business.. (:
I've just bet my whole life onto my first choice.. A big risk.. >.<"

Wish me Luck!
1. International Business @ SP
2. Business Studies @ NP
3. Tampines JC (science)
4. Business Admin @ SP
5. Accountancy @ NP
6. Accountancy @ SP
7. Integrated events & project managment @ SP
8. Human Resource Management w Psychology @ SP
9. Financial Business Informatics @ TP
10. Law & Management @ TP
11. Accounting & Finance @ TP
12. Serangoon JC (science)

I'll pray hard that I'll get into SP International Business.. (:
I've just bet my whole life onto my first choice.. A big risk.. >.<"

Wish me Luck!

Results Day!

Firstly.. BIG CONGRATS TO HUIMIN!! 6 Distinctions!! Ur hard work has paid off. :D

Results are finally out.. Happy or Sad.. It has finally been finalized and the next thing we should be worried about is the posting..

Will be travelling a lot this week I think.
Need to find out wad to put for my first choice.. Zzz

anyway.. Congrats to those to scored well..

2010 open House

Today is Day 1 open house for all polytechnics!

Met Madeline, Liting, Weizhe, Alvin & Zihao @ Eunos @ 11am. :D
It was super awkward.. Madeline & Weizhe was the bridge that linked the six of us together.
At Bugis.. Another guy came. Alvin's friend.. met once before. =.="

Anyway.. We went to Singapore Poly.. had a big tour.. looks good..
Then we went Temasek Poly.. SUPER HIGH.. (super scary)

After that.. We went Muihwa's House for dinner.
Her baobei is very dao.. haha. Madeline & Zihao played with him.. the rest of us just watched..

We left @ 9.. Walked to the bus-stop with the 3 guys. :)
I suppose they aren't as dao as I thought.
I practically melted when he smiled & waved bye.

oh well.. Tomorrow I'm on the morning shift.. Wonder who else is in the morning.
Liting, Madeline, MuiHwa & weizhe is in the afternoon, Alvin is off, so I think zihao is morning.
he said that I'll do forwarding alone for all the shelves tmr. Zzz. Crap larh.

Btw.. Facebook totally cant make it. haha

- My colleagues rock the world manz -