I signed out.. But somehow the browser din sign out. So I'll take it that fate wants me to post things on my mind. haha. My mum is gonna fetch me down to school lata. Gonna bring some hwk there just in case can do.

I'm gonna stay at the Loft @ 94 for the weekend. When I'm back to the East(on sunday).. Its my Mum's 58 birthday! (:

I wonder how camp is gonna be like.. Shi Ning and me are the only two girl freshies for the camp.. =.="

Sometimes I'm sad for no particular reason.. & sometimes I can be so active.. Like singing (softly la) outside LT22 while waiting for LT24 to be opened.. Lol.

Anyway.. I should pack my camp stuff.. & my Japanese class notes if nt later I'll be rushing then I forget this forget that.

P.S: I hope I won't fall in love again. ^^

School - I have great classmates. Justin tries to bond the class together: going for lunch as a class before heading for lecture.. Claudsen can be quite a good friend. My clique in class prob is with Icen, Jocelyn and Ziyan(?) Sometimes my partner would be Denise.. Wadever..

I dunno wad to do with myself. Trying to gain attention by certain ppl. Being all sensitive when so&so deleted me on fb when I never even talked to him before..

I'm not a lonely in poly. I know that.. But I feel lonely. or perhaps.. in the exact terms.. I feel empty.
I joined so many CCAs. reaching home only after night has fallen. my weeks are extremely filled. only my thursdays and alternate mondays are free. On free days.. I do homework.. fulfills my time isn't it? But is that wad I want?

Btw.. who says POLY is SLACK?!?!
Its not slack at all. JC peeps has PI, PW.. Poly peeps have endless PW.. never ending explanatory questions, Tutorial hwk that stuns students.. Come on larh. JC = Poly.. We're all tertiary students so dun give dumb EXCUSES to make yourselves sound smarter than poly peeps or wadever.

I'm like a kid.. so please.. can somebody gimme some attention?

JTC Daiko Camp

Its Saturday!! I'm gonna start my full scale timetable from next week!! + All CCAs!! Oh gosh.. I'm gonna be so busy larh! Here's my programme for the entire next week:
Monday: Korean Club First Meeting (630 - 830 pm)
Tuesday: NP Strings (6 - 8PM)
Wednesday & Thursday: shd be nth.. unless thursday also have strings. ):
Friday - Sunday: Jap Class ( 6 - 8 PM) following that, JTC camp (till sunday 9am)
Next week must rush my homework manz. Plus.. Its my mum's birthday on Sunday!! It's been 3 years since I went for a camp.. Hope she wun be too worried abt me. ):
Oh ya.. Did I mention I joined the JTC - Daiko division? Im gonna be learning to play japanese drums! At the looks of it.. I think as time pass.. I will quit korean club. I shouldn't commit in so many things. I'm gonna take Pinyi as role model and aim to AD my modules. ^^
Hajimemashite!! Watashi wa YiJin desu. Watashi wa Ngee Ann Poly no Gakusei desu. Dozo Yoroshiku. Onegaishimasu!! ^^

Please help me for my project by choosing 6 adjectives that descibe me using this link:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=starz04
Thank you. (:

CCA fiesta was held over the past two days.. and I realise that in NP there are SO many CCAs to join that I really had a hard time choosing.. x.x

I was pulled over to the Stage Art Club.. I wrote down my name anyway.. (IM NOT GOING!!)
The Christian Club keeps me informed abt all the meetings (I wrote my contact info down) though I'm not really interested.

Putting those CCAs whereby I have no interest in aside... The following are the CCAs I joined with interest:
1. Leo Club - A community service club which is based solely on events thus there are NO weekly meetings. ^^
2. Korean Club - Every ALTERNATE monday. Learn their culture, fav MV dances, etc etc. :D
3. NP Strings - I signed up to learn Violin. First meeting is next tuesday. This CCA is my top priority.
4. Japanese Tsubasa Club - Initially.. I looked at this umpteen times.. Decided not to join at first.. However, Yesterday.. I got so tempted.. I joined it anyway. =.= LOL!

School's Been GREAT! Except for those lonely moments. Like Huimin will have a group to follow in LSCT. (like a clique.) I haven found mine. I followed Madeleine's group on the first day. Initially followed Icen's Group on the second but hopped over to accompany Zhilin. Haix. Hope everything will be better.. ):

18th April

I have no idea wad to expect tmr.
Will I meet & make new friends?
Will I be happy?
Will I like school?
I wish to stay positive.. hehx. but kinda difficult for my character?
I should read my POA lecture notes.. I haven read yet. ): HAIX.

I feel kinda lonely.. Lonely in the sense that.. I am constantly seeking attention from my friends and never the other way round. Sometimes even I myself feel tat I'm being a pest and maybe they dun really wan to waste their time talking to me.
There are times where I wonder if my presence mean anything to anyone... (probably NO ONE in HaiSing I guess, maybe except Huimin, Fuxi & Sinyi lurhh)
Yesterday, went to parkway to meet my grp. When I reached the destination.. I didn't bother telling them that I reached. I waited & waited.. seeing if they would ask where I was.. I was alrdy half an hour late. & nth came.. Throughout I was wondering why I went in the first place.
Afterwhich.. I realised.. hey.. Charlene asked if I was going and Jiahui gave me a missed call.. small actions.. but somehow.. I was happy. dumb thing to be happy about.. I know.. After that when I left earlier.. Charlene offered to bring me to the bus-stop.. (i told her nt to since it was quite far away (: ) she helped me checked the buses nearby.. and asked me to call her if anything comes up.. I felt cared for.. heh. Jia hui, on the other hand, is very cute & enthu. :D The reason why I decided to go in the end was because of her.. hahax.
Oh well. Its my last weekend before I start being in the west most of my time. Haix

Scholarship

Geez.. Just applied for scholarship...
They'll probably think its very thickskin of me to apply with such a horrible L1R2B2. HAHA.
Anyway.. No harm trying. (:

ah~ SICK!

Doubt I'll go for tmr's outing.. Went out to buy files and have lunch with my mum today.. less than two hours of being outside.. yet I felt so uncomfortable. ):
The first thing I did when I reached home this afternoon was to lie flat on my bed and sleep. Couldn't open my eyes.. T.T (It hurts)
Anyway.. I should rest well today & tmr.. Thursday I have to go and get my S & W T-shirt. I promised to go with her.. I wun shrug it off.
I'll see if I can buy my textbooks too.
I felt so sad yesterday.. but who cares right.. I shd stop being a pest le.. ^^
I dun wan to be someone whom is deemed as irritating.
Instead of trying so hard to be someone that is crazily enthu.. I shall stick to being the real me. (:
The mostly Emo, Sometimes siao, sometimes lame, me. :D
There isn't such thing as true love.. That only happens in fairytales.. (:
Its more of the understanding and care... & I believe that somewhere ard this world.. There is this one person who reads me like a paper, cares for me like a parent & loves me as a child.

BAOC 2010

Its the 10th of april.. Going 11th...

I'm starting to cough. so which means.. i'm sick. ==
Felt left out during BAOC.. can tell the SCs like who more than who.. so yah..

I'm a naturally born loner since I seem to love being alone.
I hate making new friends.. cuz It'll mean I have to judge the person.. to see who I can trust.

Aiyah.. dunno.. the world... is scary...

Tomorrow is the induction programme! Im scared~ ):
Sorry min.. my bad.. ):