Its my last BJ101 lesson today..
Did my reading and writing test within an hour and that was it. ): The last lesson of the semester.
He came into class in formal wear~! haha~ no I'm not telling you which 'he' I'm referring to.
Anyway, I probably won't be in the same class as him anymore. Too Bad~~ (=
Yue Liang meimei going Taiwan tomorrow. Gotta help her record lectures and tutorials. To be honest, I'm worried that the recordings will be of bad quality.. >< Hopefully everything will be alright. I signed up for a lot of events lately.. The New Moon Big Walk, Flag Day, 50 cents Miracle, I&I programme & the JTC annual camp.. Looks like a few of my Saturdays during study break are taken up by the community events.. Always have an urge to join as many events as possible but when the day before the actual event come.. the "why the heck did I make myself so busy for" thought comes in... haha.. but I'm sure.. If I survive through the "sian" thought.. I won't regret my decision of joining this events because its meaningful~~ (=
Friday, 30 July 2010
Monday, 26 July 2010
Stumbled upon By2's music videos and appearance on variety shows..
They are really talented - can sing can dance. To think they're probably just a year older? and they gave up 'O' levels for their passion.
Makes me feel worthless right now. I don't really have a direction.
Where's my passion? What am I gonna do? What's my goal?
Suddenly, I feel so down. ): *sighs*
They are really talented - can sing can dance. To think they're probably just a year older? and they gave up 'O' levels for their passion.
Makes me feel worthless right now. I don't really have a direction.
Where's my passion? What am I gonna do? What's my goal?
Suddenly, I feel so down. ): *sighs*
Sunday, 25 July 2010
Thursday, 22 July 2010
It wasn't right for me to skip my ah mm's funeral.
So I hinted to my mum that I wanted to go to at the very least pay my respects to her.
Some clarifications to be made - my ah mm is my dad's eldest brother's wife. (=
Met my relatives, lots of greetings made.
My third uncle, got to know him a little more today.
My second sis likes to 'scold' him for drinking and smoking. I used to think it was wrong to tease an elder like that, but he is really a joker. (=
I'm relieved. Life is really unpredictable. Saw a dead bird on the road today. Thank goodness none of the cars drove over it.. or I'll probably freak out.
Zuo ren yao kan kai yi dian.
You really won't know what's going to happen in the very next minute of our lives.
Don't be too calculative, selfish, petty with other people. Don't do things you'll regret. Don't live your life trying to be someone else or be so fake. There's always a reason why you're being born the way you are. Be yourself.
So.. I'll be myself and only myself.
I'll live my life for myself and not anyone else.
And to all my dearest friends.. Must take care of your health. Don't fall sick. (=
Studies are important.. but while doing all the work.. Please remember that you have to sleep. I've been hearing friends say how little they sleep a day. So please sleep.
For those who keep skipping meals, who keep getting gastric.. Please eat. Stomach is precious.. Don't let your acid eat the walls of your stomach. [don't be like me.. I had gastric the whole of last week because I hungered myself for too long. Finally decided that I should not save on meals. So I spent 7.10 today, bought snacks that I can put in my bag just in case I'm hungry in between classes.]
Bottomline, Just take care everyone. (=
Money is nothing without Health. The amount of studies you do is nothing without health as well!! SO remember that alright. ^-^
So I hinted to my mum that I wanted to go to at the very least pay my respects to her.
Some clarifications to be made - my ah mm is my dad's eldest brother's wife. (=
Met my relatives, lots of greetings made.
My third uncle, got to know him a little more today.
My second sis likes to 'scold' him for drinking and smoking. I used to think it was wrong to tease an elder like that, but he is really a joker. (=
I'm relieved. Life is really unpredictable. Saw a dead bird on the road today. Thank goodness none of the cars drove over it.. or I'll probably freak out.
Zuo ren yao kan kai yi dian.
You really won't know what's going to happen in the very next minute of our lives.
Don't be too calculative, selfish, petty with other people. Don't do things you'll regret. Don't live your life trying to be someone else or be so fake. There's always a reason why you're being born the way you are. Be yourself.
So.. I'll be myself and only myself.
I'll live my life for myself and not anyone else.
And to all my dearest friends.. Must take care of your health. Don't fall sick. (=
Studies are important.. but while doing all the work.. Please remember that you have to sleep. I've been hearing friends say how little they sleep a day. So please sleep.
For those who keep skipping meals, who keep getting gastric.. Please eat. Stomach is precious.. Don't let your acid eat the walls of your stomach. [don't be like me.. I had gastric the whole of last week because I hungered myself for too long. Finally decided that I should not save on meals. So I spent 7.10 today, bought snacks that I can put in my bag just in case I'm hungry in between classes.]
Bottomline, Just take care everyone. (=
Money is nothing without Health. The amount of studies you do is nothing without health as well!! SO remember that alright. ^-^
Sunday, 18 July 2010
A close relative passed away in her sleep this morning - my ah-mm.
Walking out of the bathroom, seeing my big sister's red eyes.. I knew something was wrong.
When she cried while telling me the news.. I didn't know how to react. Not because I was too stunned, but because my sis was crying and I did not know who exactly she was talking about. I couldn't even recollect how my ah mm looked like.
I'm a sinner for not knowing my own relatives.
When Tati's mum passed on, tears couldn't stop flowing.. yet my own blood-related ah mm. I had no emotions.
I feel so fake..
I wonder if heaven would forgive me. Judging that I never really had the chance to know them better. Or maybe I had, just that my two sisters were closer. My eldest sis was taken care of by her when she was young. Am I trying to console my pathetic self? ):
Walking out of the bathroom, seeing my big sister's red eyes.. I knew something was wrong.
When she cried while telling me the news.. I didn't know how to react. Not because I was too stunned, but because my sis was crying and I did not know who exactly she was talking about. I couldn't even recollect how my ah mm looked like.
I'm a sinner for not knowing my own relatives.
When Tati's mum passed on, tears couldn't stop flowing.. yet my own blood-related ah mm. I had no emotions.
I feel so fake..
I wonder if heaven would forgive me. Judging that I never really had the chance to know them better. Or maybe I had, just that my two sisters were closer. My eldest sis was taken care of by her when she was young. Am I trying to console my pathetic self? ):
Sunday, 11 July 2010
slacking away the weekend as usual...
saw a friend request by Matthew on fb today.. [our BAOC emcee]
not that we know each other, probably just random adding.
looking at his history, it is kinda inspiring.
His motto in life is that 'dreams are reality waiting to be realised.'
He went to BA for two years before switching to mass comm. I envy his determination. [If it was me, I would have completed it.]
Actually, I have no idea why I'm in BA. I'm probably studying for the sake of studying. Not much of passion.
I have no idea what my passion is. My passion in Japan isn't gonna put food on my table. lolz.
(= oh well.. *sighs*
saw a friend request by Matthew on fb today.. [our BAOC emcee]
not that we know each other, probably just random adding.
looking at his history, it is kinda inspiring.
His motto in life is that 'dreams are reality waiting to be realised.'
He went to BA for two years before switching to mass comm. I envy his determination. [If it was me, I would have completed it.]
Actually, I have no idea why I'm in BA. I'm probably studying for the sake of studying. Not much of passion.
I have no idea what my passion is. My passion in Japan isn't gonna put food on my table. lolz.
(= oh well.. *sighs*
Friday, 2 July 2010
Thursday, 1 July 2010
Its Thursday!(=
Currently @ BMGT Lecture now...
Sianz. The lecturer very naggy~ But I guess its supposed to be good for us?
She wants us to go to Start, Programs, blabla.
There's such thing as a desktop. hahahahah~ but thats for me only (=
See, I'm so hardworking. ^-^
An hour and 46 minutes to go.. then I'll have to discuss my bmgt project. )=
Its a LONG DAY~!!
Currently @ BMGT Lecture now...
Sianz. The lecturer very naggy~ But I guess its supposed to be good for us?
She wants us to go to Start, Programs, blabla.
There's such thing as a desktop. hahahahah~ but thats for me only (=
See, I'm so hardworking. ^-^
An hour and 46 minutes to go.. then I'll have to discuss my bmgt project. )=
Its a LONG DAY~!!