Merry X'mas 2011

Have a Merry Little X'Mas Everyone! =D
Will be spending my little xmas at home, enjoying music.. with a touch of projects here & there. lolx. =)

Mid-Semester

woooa. It's been 6/7 weeks since the last post and its Mid-Semester! Looking at my previous post reminds me of those feelings felt during my first IEF tutorial. haha. & before I know it, the 7th tutorial came and went.. with 20% of IEF done with today - Common Test! It was unexpected.. In a good way I suppose.. MCQs and True & False questions were tough.. but the general knowledge & quantitative questions seemed to be giveaways.
Ms Koh, despite all her criticisms, can be funny and nice after all. (=

ah, 75% done with the CTs. now left with SOM on Friday. Intending to eat something good and do some xmas shopping with jaws after the paper. ^-^ All the best to myself and everyone else for their remaining papers~!

-back to school life-

& here it goes again.. First week of school came and went.. and this week marked the full blast of school since the tutorials began. Despite being the first full week to be, I AM TIRED... on a MONDAY..
Lucky for this week, there's gonna be DEEPAVALI on Wednesday.. It shall become a sleep-in day for me..

It's a long day tomorrow.. first being the longest day of the week (3 lessons) & it being an full-scale IEF day.. IEF tutor/lecturer is S-C-A-R-Y... I do not dare to text nor speak in her lecture.. and I can't answer any of her questions. that being said.. I better go read the papers now. =/

detached -from the world-

And so, the 7 weeks long holidays is coming to an end while the 16-20 weeks long academic term begins tomorrow. A new term with new topics, a new class & new classmates along with some once-again classmates. *forced smile* I'm gonna look forward to it. *NOT*. 

It is just simply a stage where I-Have-to-Go-Through.. So wrong to have this thought that every school term is a must-attend and not want-to-attend or like-to-attend. The education system here is too detailed that there is no time to find or feel the happiness of studying. bleh. Just saying. :x

Anyway, ever since I've been back from Fukuoka, I seem to be detached from the world. The times where I really don't want to be around people.. its here again. lol. bleh. I don't know why.. or perhaps I do.. just trying to lie to myself or smt. lol. 

Alrighty, have a halloween date with (leo + hms) peeps later. Hope I don't get too freaked out. =)

Departing for Fukuoka!

Red Cross Training is over. Should have passed.. (=
Off to Fukuoka within today. long flight with transit... but should be fine.
Will be back on the 6th.. So till then... (=

Last Week of Sept'11

Fusion Camp began on Sunday (day zero) where all the briefing and preparation started. Glad I was I/C for logistics.. Felt good being able to be useful at camp. I enjoyed myself & spend a lot of time with Rachel & Qian Xiu. I really like the seniors a lot, they are all really nice people to be with. But nothing beats being with your own committee members isn't it? 

Every single stay away from home.. I'll always go through a process.. from dreading it, being in it to not wanting to go home & missing it. 

Nevertheless, it seems they had a lot of fun after that.. Can't help it, but feel a little sad that I wasn't with them. It hurts to view the pictures, so I shall try not to check fb too much during this period. haha. I'm such a joke.

Wonder when will be the next time where we, as a board, can spend fun times like this together again. Doubt there are any camps down the rest of the road as bod, especially when there's subcomm now & before long, we'll all just split up.. Am I too pessimistic? I just get the feeling it's gonna happen. 

On another note, yesterday I overslept.. woke up at 11.41am.. had the worst shock of my life since red cross training was 9 am- 6 pm for these 3 days. Thank goodness, the instructor allowed me into the class. (he initially told me I was too late & asked me to attend another class or ask the office when it opens at 2 pm.. lucky for me, I enquired with the office before they closed for lunch, so I told him the office asked me to ask him. Then he allowed me in. lol) 

Training has been great.. the instructor gave us a lot of external knowledge too. (= tmr is the revision & test.. Let's hope I can pass despite missing half of the theory syllabus. lol~

Timetable Selection Day

Selection of Timetable is today, and its going to be the first time that I actually select my own timetable. lol! [reason being: for the 1st semester, the sch had chosen it for us. The 2nd semester, I had to trouble Kenji to do it for me cause I was working. and the previous semester I was in OIP. Lol!]
Jaws got chosen to test the system, so she chose the timetable already (TB23).. & now I'll have to wait till 430pm to get the process over and done with.

After that, a dinner date with my OIP clique - mummy, laopo, jaws & I. (= Hopefully we won't be too awkward with each other.

Anyway, my schedule is messed up, haven't been diligently noting down appointments.. Got to get my life organised again before school reopens. Intending to revamp mEi's room into a study room. (since she has her own house..lol). But I'm gonna organise the files in my laptop first.. supposed to have done it yesterday but ended up sleeping. =^="

And lastly, new blogskin again!! Spent a lot of time yesterday night, editing the original. ='D
--- <3<3<3 ---

Sem 2.2 - Results Day

And so, the day that determines the amount of effort put in for the entire semester came...
I supposedly cancelled the sms results service from the school yesterday.. had intended not to view results till after lunch.. but I guess, I was too late in doing so. The sms was still being sent to me, and so reality sank in while on the bus to school.

Was nervous the entire morning, but since I was out, I thought I had no means of checking till I was home. though I had a sneak preview of results from Jaws for EBA & ECD. (since they're both continuous assessment modules and we're in the same project group..=P).
After viewing the sms, honestly, it felt like a load off my mind. & for once...

I didn't breakdown.

Into the World of...

Just last weekend (3rd September 2011), I attended 2 CCA events. In the morning, was our very own Leo Club event - Into the World of Elderly. A simple, yet meaningful event to me. This event was aimed at elders of our community. Elders whom are lonely at their very own homes whom would sit at coffee shops, void decks, etc. I didn't like the feeling of doing nothing while the others were, so I went on to scout around the HDB for places that participants can have their chance to chat with elders. While scouting, I had my own opportunity. She was just standing at the corner of the void deck, grocery placed on the floor, seemed to be waiting for someone. I did not approach directly, or rather, I stood near, overlooking the marketplace, and there, she started conversing with me. Though short, I could tell she is a very friendly ah-ma. When her maid finally appeared after a while, she even offered me bread (of course I rejected with thanks), and she led me to an empty seat, telling me to sit while "waiting for my friend". It was a really nice morning and I hope that the participants had all enjoyed it too.

Later that day, Jaws, Grace and I went for Mid-Autumn Celebrations (Organised by BA Cares) with the Kids at the hobby room at the void deck of one of the HDB in Clementi]. The kids, were beyond what I could handle. There were kids whom would rip the paper lantern, it became a hat and got threw around the entire room. We engaged them in games, some simply refused to comply, the others seemed they were having fun. At the end of it, the kids got to play with match-lit lanterns & sparklers. The entire time, I was so worried that they would hurt themselves. Some were trying to use the sparklers on the sticks (handle of the paper lantern) and some were just swinging the sparklers everywhere. Couldn't bear to see anymore, my friends and I left for Clementi Mall. Turned out that the smoke from the sparklers are creating haze for the road users nearby. oh well. :x

Next up, two days ago (10 Sept), I went for another Mid-Autumn Festival Celebrations, this time, with the elders at Lions Home for the Elders (Bedok), a collaborative project between Lions, Leo Club of SRC & Leo Club of NP. As usual, I was at a loss for words, I didn't know what to talk to the table of elders I was at. Then one of the participants came to my rescue, she managed to talk to one of them, but the elder started talking about how Mid-Autumn Festival was to be spent happily with family at home, that she know of our good intentions but just so sad to have us there instead of her family. She didn't want to participate in the programme, she said she just came down, to have lunch and wanted to go back to her bed after that. Tears welled up in her eyes and I could feel her sadness. I did up a pretty lantern for her, though I know, the sadness in her will stay within, and nothing but her family would be able to really make her day, but I just hope the presence of the lantern won't make her feel more sad. It's a lesson to learn, to never abandon your family members like this, for we'll all grow old someday, so don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you.

Weird Thoughts

My thoughts are flying everywhere now, it's in such a mess that it is difficult for me to even pen down what I'm thinking at this very moment. Just a while ago, I was thinking about life, realising that every single living creature probably experiences the four seasons, not the physical four seasons that can be felt, but the four seasons within ourselves. There are times where we are as cheerful as summer, and times where we feel like winter. 

The next moment, I was thinking about how scary we, humans, can be. How some humans would sacrifice others for themselves. How some would use underhand methods to save themselves. Maybe, in the not-so-exaggerated scenarios: How some humans would say but yet do otherwise, while some can change overnight. 

It must be that I am too free, that's why I am having such weird thoughts. ah well...

Dream High

Finally finished the entire series of Dream High. The plot was done up really well, at least its that from my perspective. One thing I had learnt: once I had made a choice among the many alternatives, I should believe that the choice I made was the right one and never look back.
Too many a times, I had made choices, looked back, regretting that decision. Why didn't I go JC, why did I choose to be in Business Studies, why did I join Leo as committee, why didn't I study harder, why this, why that. I guess I'll either get into depression or just go insane if I don't learn to let go.

On another note, many random people I had met before, be it taxi driver or driving instructors, they always seem to ask the same questions: what are you studying? what do you want to do when you finish studying?
Honestly, I don't know. I don't think I'm ruthless enough to be a business woman. They often say that a job should be something you have passion for, if not it'll just be a meaningless and boring one, but 어떻게? I don't even know where my passion lies. Will I find it before I graduate? ...

Extremely Broke

Flight & Accommodation have been booked!!! So I shall wait patiently for the arrival of October. xP Concert Tickets aren't confirmed though, but daijyobu, I believe it would be fine. x.X
I need to at least contribute my part of funding to the trip, but I can't seem to get a job, and my current savings is in deficit. Even if I were to tighten my spending and save the entire allowance of September, it probably won't be enough.. Just sent another e-mail out to one of the agencies.. that makes the 5th application sent out.
Daijyobu, I should have faith. Good luck to myself. x)

Presidential Elections 2011

Currently watching the Presidential Elections Broadcast on Channel News Asia. (= [Recount in Process]
This 2011 has been a rather exciting year, not only for me, but for Singapore. Just a few months ago, Singapore had its general elections for MPs, and now, it is the presidential elections!

Since the start of my school days, President SR Nathan has been our nation's president. I believe he has done his best as our nation's representative & let's wish him all the best in whatever he does after his term as president ends. ^-^

SEM 2.2 Examinations

Yesterday marked the official start of examinations! So, it's now 1 down and 2 to go!

When I was attempting the paper yesterday, I thought to myself, "si ding le".. I had seemed to have forgotten quite a lot of theory. But at the end of it, it didn't feel like I'll do as badly as I had thought I would. I did complete the entire paper after all. So I probably did my best already. Hopefully, the results won't state otherwise. :x

Now, I'm due to finish revising FMGT & CMA within 4 days. *sigh* I knew it would come to this. Wonder why despite knowing, I did nothing to prevent it.

On another note, it's nice seeing YongSeo Couple performing on the same stage again after the end of their virtual marriage! Best wishes to this couple and I'm hoping for more chances to come.

4 more days to HRM paper.. I should finish HRM revision by Thursday. (wonder if 3 days is sufficient to memorise the chapters.) *sigh* I guess I'll go into panic mode pretty soon.

It's a sign that I should immediately stop procrastinating, stop allowing distractions into my study schedule & just start studying!!! Feels like an internal battle where my brain knows that it is time to study and my hands & actions doing otherwise. T_T At this juncture, I need determination & perseverance and when the examination dates draw closer, I probably need luck too. p(*_*)q

Alright, time to start mugging. Mugging has to start somewhere right? =D Shall begin with reading the lecture notes for HRM then. xD

Till next time....

And so I did Time Value of Money.. and.. Nothing else. When can I stop procrastinating and get into serious mode for studying? *sigh* I promised myself that I'll do at least 4 hours of serious work today!!! Seriously, what's new? It NEVER EVER goes as planned.

I can never concentrate.. till I'm left with 3 or 4 days before the actual exam. What's wrong with me. Why can't I seem to be able to study earlier, be more prepared so that I can for once, reach that goal of at least having an AD for my entire polytechnic education. All I want is just 1 AD. Is that so difficult to achieve? ARGH!!

Anyway, gonna play habbo later with Pudding & MM! Feel free to join us. =D
Shall aim to finish up Cost of Capital later too since it's a short chapter. ^-^

I wonder why I always get the feeling that nobody answers me.. haha.
It was that same feeling when I randomly commented on Gracy's status (ok, fine, it was awkwardly random).
It was also the same when I commented on Adriel's picture - whom he only answered to the friend who commented after me. (unless his comment was meant to reply to both comments. =_=)
& me commenting about Rotaract's I&I. Maybe it was a rhetorical question.. fine.
Any reply directed to me would probably make me feel less invisible than what I am feeling now. lol. ok fine, nobody cares alright. (=

EBA presentation tmr!! urgh, I should start revising the function of Microsoft Access..
Tomorrow would probably mark the end of the entire syllabus! =D
I survived the semester once again. -> now is the war for examinations! 14 days to my first paper (HRM).
Time to buck up! =D

decided to have something simpler, hence the change in blogskin again.

It's August.. the long awaited arrival of August, but at the end of the day, does it really matter? time passes too fast and many a times, we just whine about how fast we hope holidays would arrive & when holidays do actually arrive, most of the time we don't know what to do with it. haha. Contradicting isn't it?
Looks like I would probably find myself a holiday job, perhaps event jobs would be cool. In that way, I'm earning an income, but it doesn't take up my entire holidays and I can do much much more things.

I need to find self-improvement genre books. There are so many areas that I should improve on that I don't know where to start. After all, I'm not really into books.

Sometimes, a clarification session is essential in driving the team the right way. Honest opinions always hurt, but yet it is probably the most effective formula of becoming a better person. (= 

On another note, a lot of deadlines are coming up next week which would in turn, probably mean less sleep. T_T

There are just too many things are going on simultaneously in a week. haha. BUT! - I guess I've the capabilities to survive this. If I don't even believe in myself, who will right? =D 

G-Double O-D J-O-B Good Job *clap* *clap* Good Job *clap* *clap* (自 High)

I shall wait patiently for the arrival of August. ^-^ It'll definitely be a month of excitement & sufficient rest! =D *jumps up & down in anticipation*

Its July already, a month that has been filled with events, project deadlines & tests. Planning an event isn't as simple as it looks afterall.. ): Let's just hope that everything will be well.
Tomorrow, I'll be heading on my first outing with bb primers. haha. Makes me feel a little guilty since I never had a proper outing with my fellow members. haha. Going for dedication service & to Sentosa. hurhur.
Looks like a long day for me tmr since I haven't completed my Jap hwk & tutorials.. plus upcoming presentations this week.. ah~
If I have the time, I want to change the blogskin.. the OIP feeling seems to be long gone. ): Sad but inevitable.. haha. I only possess the I'mma 'leo' feeling. x) teehee.
Alright, should spend more time on the school stuff from now.. School work & CCAs are enough to take my day away. haha. x)

eLearning week.. it's going to be over in a few days.
This has been one of my most peaceful week ever since school started. Am learning to do things one at a time instead of doing nothing but whining about the pile of work that have to be done. haha. Maybe its time to do some self-reflection of myself. How I have been as a person for the past 5 weeks since I've came back. Sad to say.. Memories from OIP are fading away slowly.. but I know, I will never forget that I had the best experience there with 41 other people. ^-^

Am carrying doubts about this semester. Modules are interlinked and I get confused between the modules. ECD does not look like it's gonna carry a favourable result. Nevertheless, I should keep trying. JIAYOU to myself. p(~_~)q

1 more week of school before its the CTs and the mid-semester holidays!! I haven't started studying.. *sigh* I don't think I will have the time to do so till Friday next week. >< the 1st project deadlines/presentations are mostly next week..

いま、べんきょうしま！ ^-^

ps: I'm always here if you need me. Please don't forget my existence.. ):
I would rather you talk to me about all your problems, your life, your friends than not talk to me at all.

into the 5th week

4 weeks have passed since school started. It's been great.. (I'm not lying).
I miss studying in Shanghai though.

memories in SH

Its been a week since I returned from Shanghai.
The memories, experiences and friends I have made there is absolutely priceless. Every moment is a great time spent.
My mummy (Huiping), my laopo (Grace) and my bestie (Jaws).. & the 36 other classmates & my 2 nice teachers (Mrs Tan & Ms Ler)..

OIP Shanghai has become a history.. but I really hope that friendships made there won't turn history.
It'll be good that all 40 of us can have a chance to know each & everyone as an individual.

Memories will fade as time passes by.. a sad but true fact.. but I hope everyone will remember Shanghai as a place that all 40 of us had lived and studied together as a class.

Stepping into NP as a year 2, I feel extremely blissful & excited whenever I see my OIP classmates in school. Its sad that I won't be seeing them in class anymore, facing 16 new faces in TB28. Not exactly new faces since some were from my aerobics class last semester but one thing for sure, they aren't people whom will talk to me. Tutorials will start tomorrow.. but at least.. jaws is with me.. We shall go on high together & be in our very own paradise.

Will be looking forward to Thursday again! The day I crash ACC's FIT lecture. Lecture just feels different when I'm with them. (: Not to mention that there's someone to look out for in the LT. haha.

This coming weekend is LEO WAVE.. I don't really anticipate the idea of camps but.. I don't think I have a choice. ): LOL!
Oh well.. I shall bear with it and be a willow tree. :D

*Prays for Japan & Affected countries in the Pacific Region*
It is bright & sunny here in Singapore with perfectly beautiful sky.. yet the same sky reflects differently in Japan as I type..
News spread far & fast, a 8.9 magnitude Earthquake causing a tsunami to sweep the islands of Japan. Watching the news over the internet.. my heart literally skipped a beat. The reality came that anything can happen in a second.
As a JE fan (v6), I was naturally worried about my idols safety.. since Tokyo was affected by the Earthquake & the fires.. Glad to know that they are all safe. :')

I'll be in Shanghai from tomorrow onwards till the 15th of April.. Hopefully, everything will be smooth sailing..

Will be blogging in the other blog: http://unlimited-v6.blogspot.com/
Feel free to join me in my experiences of studying abroad for the next 1 month..

My lovely island home, I'll no-doubt miss you a lot.. but I'll be back soon! :')

ah~ in exactly about 48 hours.. I'll be checking everything to make sure I didn't leave out anything..
The 5 weeks of immersion program is starting! I'm not excited anymore.. On the contrary.. I am kind of sad that I cried. I hope I don't cry at the airport... @_@

Haix.. I think I've settled my clothings.. just that I haven packed it up in the vacuum travel bags that I bought.. I should finish packing by tmr.. Saturday morning will be at ECP for charity run.. So.. time is running out.. haha.

Attended 'Branding Me' Workshop today.. Rather little people.. but it was the last run..^-^
The trainer is really pretty, academically smart, good at lectures.. she is the perfect role model for us.. (: OH.. I should get the feedback done.. almost forgotten.. thanks blogger! if not, I would have forgotten about it. haha~

The briefing for the trip is over & its time to get started on packing.. [maybe tmr.. ]
Having mixed feelings now. For the first time overseas, away from home & family.. 5 weeks is really long. T.T but its supposed to pass really fast.. saw the schedule of workload.. (Can FAINT!!!)

The first week there is quite light.. the weeks that follow is crazy.. the actual flight back is the 16th of April. thats 34 days there!! lol!! Comparing to the teachers accompanying the Xiamen group.. our teachers look really fierce.. *sob*

Got to know a few more names of those going on the trip yesterday.. The ice-breaker was nerve-wrecking for me because my memory is really bad.. Talking about it now.. I think I won't be able to match the names I remembered to the faces. haha!!!

!! did i mention that I had a haircut the day before yesterday?? Its shorter than what I wanted it to be.. ): Whatever.. Its not like it matters.. just that the pictures taken there.. *sigh*

Ahh!! Was checking my schedule.. I have today and friday to pack.. LOL! my BJ102 homework howww... ?_? Should I chiong now?... somehow.. I think I need revision... @-@ forget a lot of things le. sigh..

Got my basic shower necessities alrdy.. lolx.. & tmr is the full-day workshop for OIP!!
After tomorrow.. I can start writing the things I need to bring & start packing!! Can't believe it.. its this weekend!!

Supposed to be having holidays now.. but am super busy.. Ended examinations on the 4th.. & this was the schedule:
5th March - BOD meeting (for the month of March)
6th March - Bukit Timah Trail Walk
Today - Went for a hair cut! It's shorter than I want it to be.. but oh well..

& the schedule for the rest of the week:
8th March - OIP Briefing (9.30am - 5pm)
9th March - Free for now..
10th March - 'Branding Me' Workshop..
11th March - The packing day!! & making sure everything is in the luggage..
12th March - Charity Run in the morning..
13th March - off to Shanghai..

Supposed to meet Lixian & Yiting one of the free days to take LEO docs from them.. Haix..
Busy Busy.. Haven done my BJ102 holiday homework.. Gotta do it before I leave.. :x haha~ Shall go play noww! xD

After hours of staring at the html codes, figuring out how navigation html works, failed, look for blogskins again, changing the base-codes, re-study the html, then attempting to design the blog picture..then changing the colours.. ok, you get my drift.. designing this was a challenge.. (for me..)
Take a look at the original ~~>> http://www.blogskins.com/info/267194
It may look as though I only changed the picture & the colours.. but I took hours!!!


I looked at my blogger account profile yesterday.. & it states that I started blogger in Dec 2004..
Now you may wonder why this blog's earlier archive is Jan 2008 despite having the acc in 2004. It wasn't because I was inactive.. it is because, I made & deleted the blogs.. perhaps at that time it was like.. "I need a fresh start." haha.
I remember how I used to search for blogskins & just use them.. It was only till a year or two back that I started to edit the blogskins to make it my own. since that, every blogskin I have on this blog is edited to suit myself (which means you'll never find the exact same blogskin elsewhere!!)


Maybe its the sense of accomplishment that motivates me to make my own blogskin.
I did publish one blogskin a year back on blogskins.com .. & the fact that people are actually downloading it.. makes my day.
Alright, now that I'm done with changing my blogskin, I have no excuse to escape studying. So.. its MIEC time. ^-^
To all who are still having examination.. Ganbare! p(=3=)q

Imagine watching episodes after episodes of how the psychopaths' mind work.. The gruesome kills, tortures that psychopaths put their victims through.. can't blame me for being slightly more paranoid than usual. (Especially when I'll be in another country at this time 2 weeks later..)

Thus, I've just made it a point not to display my real name anywhere on the internet. (Except Facebook..)
I even changed the title of this blog to something more.. unthinkable. Well.. better safe than sorry? You never know when people are spying on your routines.. for whatever hideous reasons.

Enough with the whole psychopath issue..
On a happier note, I've created a blog for the study trip to Shanghai.. will be linking it with this blog later. (:
Examinations are halfway through.. (Time sure flies).. Left with Microeconomics which falls on Friday. Hope to get started today.. (though I seriously doubt it.. )

Examinations will be over in a blink of an eye.. (: Hwaiting!! & Ganbare everyone. p(^-^)q

aigoo.. what am I doing... =_=" blogging on this day and at this hour when the exams start tmr!
Tmr by this timing, I'll probably be at home.. having last minute practices and reading thru the theory portions of bstats. At least.. that'll be the ideal scenario. unlike now.. paper is in less than 24 hours.. 5 chapters to read and memorize.. and i'm still here. =_="

Looked through the past-year exam questions.. it's really bad.. D:
Definitely not going to be easy to score.. probably.. at least 5 times the difficulty of the common test.
Reading through the e-book.. wonder how much of what I read will stay in my brain's limited storage space. Not much I guess. It'll be another paper testing my crapping skills. Just like what I did for OBSE and miraculously passed. (a very bad pass but I passed.. thats all that matters.. =_=)

It doesn't feel like the examination is here. oh my goodie. ):
& its approaching the end of February. I just cant stop thinking about the study trip!
I should start cracking again before it really becomes doomsday. ):
がんばれ(Ganbare)！ 화이팅(Hwaiting)! p(=_=)q

In the end, I decided not to take up dip plus. (:

Today, I went to school for my miec revision lecture. Sis gave me a lift to outram. I took the train and had fun day-dreaming.. so much fun that I looked at the new Clementi shopping mall thinking.. what a nice shopping mall only to hear *doors closing*.. *turned to look at the door* *SHYT.. its CLEMENTI!!!*
Ended up taking the train to Chinese Gardens before taking back to Clementi. @-@

Exams start next Friday. not into the exam panic mode yet. Still studying leisurely. ):

LEO 27th Board has a bunch of really interesting people.. their conversations.. be it face-to-face, msn, facebook spam.. they seem really interesting & funny.. cant help but feel like I don't belong there. they may play, have fun, laugh.. but when it comes to serious work.. all of them can really generate ideas.
I feel useless, redundant, hopeless in there. haha. oh well. This is just so ME right?

shall reply stacey's mass mail now. I had no idea what to reply her after seeing the mass mail she sent us last mth. ): after that.. I need to read up on my notes.

tomorrow will be a busy day. helping out bluemoo tmr. free concert. what is bluemoo? Google it. (:
a day full of uncertainties. will I be cumbersome and more of a hindrance than help as always? I'm losing confidence. I may be a dumb wit afterall. sad case.

Bcomm is officially over, no more bstats tutorial, ITB project is completed. (:
The week whereby we kill projects one by one is finally here!

Been so busy, so tired.. Haven had enough sleep.. so much that I can see dark circles forming.
Its really scary when I see myself in the mirror, especially when I just woke up. The eye circles are terribly obvious. haha.

Very soon, I'll be able to bring my focus to the 3 final semester papers!
For now, I just want to get some rest. ): not likely since tmr is yet another long day for me.
Bcomm, Bstats lecture, Leo Quest meeting, Taiko. Well, at least I get to slack in bcomm tmr. ^-^

Somehow, I feel so distant from my CCA peers. Its like I'm so quiet among them.
Leo peeps are very nice.. they talk to you as though they've known you for ages.. but somehow.. I cant talk to them like how I talk to min & jaws. I just need a lot of time. :x *sigh*

Nothing much happened on the first day of CNY. Just that Meng Hua Uncle mistook me for my 2nd sister. [He actually looked at me and asked me if MY HOUSE was ready... =_=]
Every year.. I'll will definitely be mistaken for my 2nd sister no matter how young I try to look. =_=

anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!! ^-^
[Main objective for posting]

I was more excited about my birthday then CNY. LOL!. xD
Kaes, time to SLEEP! (: hopefully I'll have really sweet dreams tonight! :D and every other night. HAHA!

Its finally the eve of Chinese New Year! :D

Yesterday was a long long day for me. Had bstats tut, bcomm report writing test & miec make-up tut. After that, was the long awaited OIP Shanghai first briefing! Gonna be travelling on SQ! and and.. its a midnight flight.. which means on the 12th of March, ard 11, I'm be at the airport! :x

The schedule there seems to have a little free time. With weekends off!
One of the weekends, we'll be heading to suzhou and hangzhou. whereas another weekend, we'll be doing community work. LOL! the rest are free.. Gonna research on Shanghai after the exam.. then can travel to nice nice places with Joce! heh. we're both really excited. Hopefully, it'll be fun.

After the briefing, I had to go for LEO AGM.
Only a row of people turned up. the outgoing and incoming board, some other seniors and Mr Dee.
The AGM was really short.. and Serena dragged me to the toilet with her. That was when I know something is terribly wrong. LOL! Well, Serena and I aren't that close yet. If Zhi Seen was the one that asked me to go to the toilet with her, maybe I wont get suspicious. HAHA!

Yes. They celebrated my 18th with me. I really appreciated it. Zhi Seen drew the card in class for me. Zhi Seen also had 4 slices of cake prepared for me. haha. With so many people there, I was at a loss for words. After all, we all just got to know each other.. never expected them to celebrate in AGM.

haha~ Makes the start of February so awesome. (:

apparently somebody told them I like piglet. LOL! hmm.. wonder who hor?? :P
yep, so I now have an addition to the piglet family. HAH! xD xiaopiglet isn't gonna be very happy. but of cuz, my dearest xiaopiglet is still the cutest. ^^

anyway! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! :D

This January has been a crazy month for me. It still is crazy, with 4 projects on hand right now.
Within the coming 2 weeks, deadlines would be met one by one and I'll have all the time to study for the final exams.

By the way, I officially ended IJS and Jap 102 yesterday! ^-^
The IJ challenge given was 'My cafe does not stand out from the crowd'. lol. We had a hard time coming out with the 'whywhywhy' flowchart. Thinking about it, although we knew each other for nearly 3 years now, it was probably the first time I worked with him. lol!

CNY is round the corner!~ and I'm turning 18 in around 6 days!
For the past few months, I've always been looking forward to being 18, now that its so near.. It feels so weird. LOL!

): time to finish up the MIEC analysis report. *sigh*

Updates for January (:

January is coming to an end in about a week's time. CNY is coming!
School's been really busy, still have a chunk of projects undone. ): [ITB, MIEC, BCOMM, OBSE]

Next week will be the week for chionging projects. Resolution? - everything done before cny.
All of us wants to enjoy the new year break right?.. ^-^

Been having a lot of late nights.. @-@
& tmr, I'll be having my 102 Jap test [Writing]. Ganbarimasu! ^-^
Cried when I watched the last episode of Adam Couple.. ): Hopefully Yongseo can last..

Stacey's going back to Melbourne today. In the one month that she was back.. I.. only met her once. ):
*sigh* I feel so horrible as a friend. lol~ anyway, I should do some stuff now. (:

It's been nearly a week since I last touched my own laptop.
I'm finally going to get it back on Monday.. But.. the replaced parts, according to the service person, is not working very well. So, when there is stocks.. I have to go down again. ):

I learnt how much I relied on my laptop. Its as though I cant live without my laptop..
Is this the feeling that one should have when in love too? Cant live without the other half?

Just watched Autumn's Concerto.. Speed watching for 5 hours starting from midnight.
Sometimes, I day-dream to be the main lead in the show.. but if in real life it happens.. I don't think I have the strength that all these actors portray the character to have.
TV Dramas like these.. seems like fantasy.. A love with so many obstacles before getting true love.

Don't get the wrong idea.. I may be day-dreaming about love very often.. but I am definitely not desperate. Considering the fact that I enjoy being single & am scared of kids. heh.

I guess I'll be really busy soon. LEO isn't gonna be easy on me. The road is getting tough.. but it'll pass eventually. (:

Happy 2011! (:
May everyone be in their pink of health & stay happy~!

New year resolutions?
naH. (: Let nature take its course.
Just hope that this year will be another fulfilling year & that everyone is healthy. ^-^