KEN-KUN!!! OMEDETOU!!

Its his 31st birthday today!! (=
though he will probably never ever see this, but as a fan, I'll sincerely wish him good health and best wishes to him in everything he does.^-^

Its Thursday!(=
Currently @ BMGT Lecture now...
Sianz. The lecturer very naggy~ But I guess its supposed to be good for us?

She wants us to go to Start, Programs, blabla.
There's such thing as a desktop. hahahahah~ but thats for me only (=
See, I'm so hardworking. ^-^

An hour and 46 minutes to go.. then I'll have to discuss my bmgt project. )=
Its a LONG DAY~!!

Considering the fact that I took 1day to study for each of the modules, I surprisingly did quite well for the common tests!
I thought I would score the best for POA, turned out that macroecons was better.

Result Listing:
1. MAEC 43/50
2. POA 84.5/100
3. BLAW 80/100

Borderline 'A's.. (: Hopefully my end of Sem would be this good.
Being an extremely competitive person, I hope to do better than my classmates. haha. Actions speak louder than words.. so, we shall see. (:

Ps: Looking forward to Saturday~ I hope it'll be a beautiful day~ ^-^

It feels good to be at home slacking, doing things at my own time and pace.
Was supposed to go to East Coast Park with poly peeps today. But I'm afterall not in their clique, so I thought it'll be super awkward. haha. It rained today, gave me a reason to decline going.
I miss sitting by the beach and watch the waves hit the shoreline. Does anyone want to go with me someday, somehow? I wanted to go Pulau Ubin with Min last week.. but she thought I was kidding. LOL!. So, GO WITH ME THE NEXT HOLIDAYS! HAHA!

Celebrated SK's birthday on Tuesday~ HAHA~ Am honored to celebrate with him on his actual day. xD looking back, it has been 10 years since I first met him. Though there isn't much memory of being in the same class as him for the first three years in primary sch. LOL~
Friendship between me, sk & des would probably last very long or even forever. hahaha~

Been cooking a lot in facebook the whole of this holidays.. in a flash of an eye, the holidays are ending!!!! D:
oh well.. I'll look forward to the next holidays then. 9 August. [though really, it isn't much of a holiday but a study month] LOL~

mEi booked a chalet for the weekend, went to stay over on the first night.
Jiefu & her planning is great manz.. 3 pathetic people bbq-ing only. =.=" LOL~ but it was great.
It was afterall, the first chalet that I actually stayed over. (:

Looking back, I don't have much close friends. lol.
There isn't anyone else to blame other than myself. I chose to be quiet isn't it?
Always hoping that someone could understand me inside out.
Hoping that someone could tell what I was thinking or feeling with one look in my eyes.
I don't think its possible though.

I chose to be the insignificant one, relying on others to bridge the gap between me & other people.

I, myself, don't even try to talk to others, who am I to wish that others could try to talk to me right?
I'm such a dreamer.
In Daiko, without Shi Ning around, I feel so awkward and uncomfortable with the others. Just like strangers.
In Hai Sing, without Hui Min, its the same thing.
In TB26, I haven even found a bridge to anything.

I'm such a failure in life isn't it? Too much reliance on others.
What am I supposed to do?
Can anyone actually tell me?

Whenever I ask, people will just say, Just open ur mouth and talk larh. Anything also can. so difficult meh?
说得容易，but to me, its an uphill task.
I'm careful with my words cuz I'm scared of offending people.
There are times when I have a lot of things to talk to people, but sometimes 就是很多话说说不出口。

*sighs* ):

Went out with minz today~
Our neoprint pictures:

Love this Picture xD :

Hehz~ nice right~ ^^ Lets take neoprints whenever we can~ hehe
Had a great time chatting & shopping today~

I regret coming to Ngee Ann~ It was a bad move.
So I'm stuck in this school with a class that I hate that much for the next 8 weeks.
Looking at the other classes.. I'm stuck here with possibly horrible classes for the next three years~. woohoo~

I'm wearing this invisibility cloth over me.
Wonder who will actually take notice of me and acknowledge this presence..
Like an unwanted soul that is lingering around school, this world.. Craving for some attention but nobody bothers.
The heart hurts so badly I can actually feel the unbearable pain.
But so wad? I can only leave it be. There's no medicine I can take.~

The more I try to be happier person, the sadder I become~
The environment isn't helping.. In fact its making it worst. If I wanted a transfer now.. to SP/TP, will I succeed?