I did crap stuff the past week. Playing wif sweet.. haha. the wrapper suggested to play wif it one. LOL.

And so.. I did This..

Ya. hahaha. Wasting my time.. LOL.

Anyway.. Today.. i forgot to bring my handphone. felt so lonely without it.. It was like my main source of happiness.. LOL. Cuz can tok to people out of my class.. =) hahaha. Then after school. Went to Downtown Macs wif jingling, boonfang, kristin, huimin, tatiana and letitia. [hawa joined us later] Felt damn lonely cuz.. i dunno wad to tok to them. then like boonfang and jingling tokin to each other. Then kristin, tatiana and huimin another group. Then letitia playing wif her handphone. Then i there stoning cuz i dun have my phone. zzz.. LOL.

Reached home around 330. Then immediately rushed to my phone. Haha. Anyway.. today when the bio students were doing their paper. We the only pure physics people.. were roaming. LOL. Well. I was roaming wif Muzi. Lol. went back to class.. heh. late. lucky mrs chan only ask.. never scold. phew. Gotta go do my vocab le. Byes.

Lalala. I suddenly miss 2e4'07 people alot. Sydney and Karkit very kind hor? Come disturb me when i walking around alone at whitesands NTUC. sydney, dun creep behind me. Scare me. == then dominic [ur file and book very heavy! xD]and everard. Then after that saw.. most of the e2s? Felt a bit sad. Cuz when see dominic they all. I miss the days we had.. Zzzz..

E2.. E2.. Haiz. I look at my class people. The first thing across my mind is that they aren i my class. If i see dion. I will think, orh. e2. then i see joyce, then i see.. e5. i see gracy, i think e6. its still so separated. I cant stand the fact that they are Mostly ALL so guai. Got free time.. is do homework or revision.. Get a Life Can? haha. Im very bored by homework. I in e4 is totally.. wa.. very free. Slack. Got free time, gather in grp play all sorts of rubbish. in e2.. haiz.. i got nth to do. ==

My COMMON TESTS IS SCREWED. LOL. History.. dunno whether will pass or not. Physics.. Fail liao la. English. My compre never once passed.. A-maths.. Out of 40 marks.. I alrdy lose at least 15 marks? Zzzz. Chemistry.. Hope i can pass.. cuz i thot it was quite ok. Tomm bio students got test. Those exempted are the e2 Physics students. wahahaha. =) Good Luck Bio Students! =)
Dun wan blog le. I wan Slack. =)

Heya. Im bloggin again! If u see sihan's blog right now.. U'll probably be thinking the same as me. I think its ridiculous lor. im sure everyone noes that all work and no play makes jack a dull boy. I thinks he's going crazy alrdy. I agree that being in e2 really is very stressed. Cuz everyone is so Hardworking! My area la. But the scary part is.. Some people dun seem to study, still Score So High! Psycho one lor. haha. Crazy One. But i believe that as long as u manage your time properly.. Its okay to slack on the com sometimes. Your brain isn a machine. It needs to relax from work as well. So sihan.. U can use the comp la. If u Study so hard.. Then End of year u better win me in all subjects. If i still can own u.. I think i will laugh my ass out.

Its the common test week. So probably will be studying my eyeballs out for 4 days. And i'll be back to blog soon.. On maybe friday or saturday. One of the days ba. So. To Good Luck to everyone having common test! =D

Though i pon school on tuesday.. I never slack k? Here's evidence.. :D

LOL. see i so guai. :D Ok la. Mayb nt that guai. Cuz i emo-ed awhile..

E4 and Ex-Mbs de ppl.. Dun ask me why i turned so quiet. I really have no idea. I just feel so lonely. I just feel like crying. Even if its for 1 day. Let me cry my heart out. Ever since we broke, Ever since that day, that holiday.. I feel so empty. I noe we'll never be together again. I just noe it. Hearing those rumours abt u make my heart ache. I hate hearing it. So pls, just treat it as i beg u all. dun mention who he like or wad so ever.

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Why have i became so distant to u guys? Do u guys really have nothing to tok to me abt. Out of 10 people.. U mean none of u have something to tok to me? Nothing in common wif me? Why do u guys Always talk abt something that i dun noe. Even if i wan to join in aso cannot. Do u have to be so quiet when u're wif me and so noisy when u'll wif others. I tried to talk to u. But other than sch i really have nothing to talk to u all about. Why do u guys make me feel so pathetic. Do i even still belong to ur grp?

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In class, at least got shannon and dion and sometimes joyce to talk to however when i start talking rubbish.. I will shut up again.. in fear of irritating them. Afterall, I dunno how they are like and im nt close to them. So i named my phone as -pathetic gal- for bluetooth.. Extremely suitable right?

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The stress level has been going so high. Sihan being so hardworking in class makes me feel very stress. The people ard me aso. all so guai. Today study history till my head wan to burst alrdy. My forehead seems to be very warm as i memorize. But unfortunately.. I doubt i will get good marks for the test. I envy Muzi. She sleep in class yet can get highest in Chem and Maths test. She is born intelligent. Haiz. Why am i such a pathetic weakling? Am i that detestable? =( Maybe... I am.. If not why lidat.. I dun understand. Can anyone tell me e answer?

WAD THE HELL?!?!

I woke up at 715 am today can?!?! went to a doc anyway cuz i din wan to break my beautiful record of not being late for the past few years.. haha. So here am i using the comp without permission. lol. while.. im only using till 11.. After that im going to do a load of things. Memorizing the Chemistry Formulaes.. I can only remember CuSO4.. Is this Copper[2] sulphate? haha.. If i can memorize till ku kua lan shou.. then i will study for my history common test. Need memorize facts and linkers. Such as.. Germany Felt unjustified and humiliated by the treaty of Versailles.. As.. [the facts]... Mr Das say must at least aim for an 8-10/12 for the essay.. :D Hopefully i can Achieve that. =) Somehow.. im like falling for history. haha. so interesting to learn abt the events that actually lead to the world war. I was surprised that the murder of Archduke of Austria was just an excuse to start the world. I thot they were really angry. LOL. Well. i Should go and do other things on the comp b4 i log off. so byes. haha

Wednesday was valentines. Presents from many unexpected ppl. Thanks to Dion - chocolate, Joyce, Adriel, Jingling&Boonfang - Lollipop, Huimin - sourpower & chocomini, Syd - chocolate. :D did i miss out anyone? Oh ya. the xchange.. Thanks Esther for that idea. :D

Heh.. Yesterday Went out wif Huimin, Esther, Letitia, Cheryl Wong, Kristin and Hawa.. WAS supposed to go bowling. Went to take neoprint as esther had neva taken wif us before. The neoprint machine went crazy. Took another time. But alrdy lost interest in taking it. Was Damn Pissed off at Some people. Only caring for themself. Forget, i'll not say WHO. but nvm. So.. Me, esther and letitia started taking pictures ourselves. :D

I Look like a panda. I noe. :D

Oh ya. Displaying My Niece and Nephew?.. On wednesday had dinner wif them.

Both playing wif parents mobile phone.. haha

I cant remember her name leh. haha. :D i think its jermaine.

The older of the two.. Upclose.. He's called Javier..

Yest night.. Went to my uncle's Annual office cum Family dinner. Went to Taka Crystal Jade. Here are some pictures i took. Food First!! :D

Pig's Skin.. :D My favourite. hehe.

Shark's Fin.. Hate the fin. I only like the soup. So i gave e fins to sis. haha

Din Like the whole dish. So gave to cousin to eat. :D

Glutinous Rice wif crab? haha. I din eat that too.

Very blur cuz my mum went to turn the stupid thing. [got papaya, mango, watermelon and honey dew.]

Very cute right? Lol. i took a number on this. but i put the nicer views of it here.

Okay.. Now for some Random Pics i took from the dinner.




Thats all for today. :D Byes..

Yesterday.. i went to Tatiana's Chalet at Aloha Changi.. Only tatiana's family, hawa and me were there.. haha. Im lazy to write about the day.. If u are curious.. Then see it for urselves..

The Old Changi Hospital.. [is it known to be haunted?]

Broken windows eh? hmm....

Wad they Making? [i aso got make la. LOL.]

Haha.. LOL. Water Balloons. Rofl.... :D

Dinner Time! :D Looks good eh?

Lazy upload le la. the uploading is so slow at night. So. Goodnight everyone. Zzzzz.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Having fun collecting hongbaos and eating new year goodies? Well.. For me.. its getting boring. Im just enjoying the fact its a holiday.. :D Well.. Pictures time..

Preparing For The Year Of Rat On The Eve...

[New Bedsheets..]

Today.. for dinner.. went to my grandma's new house for "picnic". haha. Its really nice there.. At night la.. The pictures nt very nice.. but i'll post it up anyway..

Thats all for today.. haha.. Happy Birthday To Dominic in 1 hour and 7 minutes time!

It was my 15th Birthday on the monday of this week. I have alot of photos.. but for some reason.. I can't connect the camera to the computer.. So.. while im fixing that.. No pictures. haha. xD. Today went to Bugis wif Desmond, Saikiat, Sheriel, Suyi and Wenzhe.. Halfway met Esther And Cheryl Wong~! haha. When desmond, sheriel, saikiat and suyi wanted to go watch movie.. I went off to look for them. Wenzhe went home to eat lunch. haha. Guess Who i SAW!! TATIANA.. HUIMIN.. U Both Wun Believe This! I saw Kkh! hahaha. omg.. REal LIFE! hahahaha. oh my.. I got a shock of my life. lucky he cannot recognise me. xD. hahahaha. Gtg Prepare for MY STEAM BOAT REUNION DINNER! hahahaha.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! :D

The Weekends are ending again. 3 Days To Chinese New Year Eve! Very long weekend indeed. =) Im Turning 15 At Midnight TODAY! xD Will i Be Happy Tomorrow? Hopefully i will. But i hate Mondays. Haha. But okay la.. 2 Days of studying.. On wed totally dun need study.. Cuz e1 and e2 First Two Period Is P.E!!! haha. LOL. Was shopping for presents today.. Hawa's bday also ma! haha. Happy Bday to Us!! :D

Today was supposed to be a very fun day. During english was the group work for the vocabulary thing. Then me and sydney were joking ard. He as usual was doin funny stupid actions that made me, joyce and nabil laughing like crazy. Somehow. Mrs chan has to spoil my day by changing sydney's and Joyce's Seat. Leaving me wif nabil, shannon and Dion [yu jun].. It was the last period. So.. I cried my hearts out. When i finally was able to talk to joyce and have fun wif them.. She Had To just spoil it. I cried for a quite long while. Huimin was talking to me wif her Da Dao Li. haha. After that, me and huimin went to whitesands. haha. we lost Edwin on the way. Then huimin went back to school wanted to take my umbrella. Somehow.. while i was getting drenched.. Edwin found me. Then huimin came as well. [without the umbrella. Lol] the three of us went to pop. then went back. in class. only me, huimin, muzi and edwin were doing the noticeboard. afterwhich.. we three went back together. xD The first time going home with e2 people. Tomorrow is cheryl wong's and edwin's bday. so Happi Bday? LOL. 3 more days to my own bday. wonder if it will be a happy day for me.