Though i pon school on tuesday.. I never slack k? Here's evidence.. :D

LOL. see i so guai. :D Ok la. Mayb nt that guai. Cuz i emo-ed awhile..

E4 and Ex-Mbs de ppl.. Dun ask me why i turned so quiet. I really have no idea. I just feel so lonely. I just feel like crying. Even if its for 1 day. Let me cry my heart out. Ever since we broke, Ever since that day, that holiday.. I feel so empty. I noe we'll never be together again. I just noe it. Hearing those rumours abt u make my heart ache. I hate hearing it. So pls, just treat it as i beg u all. dun mention who he like or wad so ever.

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Why have i became so distant to u guys? Do u guys really have nothing to tok to me abt. Out of 10 people.. U mean none of u have something to tok to me? Nothing in common wif me? Why do u guys Always talk abt something that i dun noe. Even if i wan to join in aso cannot. Do u have to be so quiet when u're wif me and so noisy when u'll wif others. I tried to talk to u. But other than sch i really have nothing to talk to u all about. Why do u guys make me feel so pathetic. Do i even still belong to ur grp?

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In class, at least got shannon and dion and sometimes joyce to talk to however when i start talking rubbish.. I will shut up again.. in fear of irritating them. Afterall, I dunno how they are like and im nt close to them. So i named my phone as -pathetic gal- for bluetooth.. Extremely suitable right?

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The stress level has been going so high. Sihan being so hardworking in class makes me feel very stress. The people ard me aso. all so guai. Today study history till my head wan to burst alrdy. My forehead seems to be very warm as i memorize. But unfortunately.. I doubt i will get good marks for the test. I envy Muzi. She sleep in class yet can get highest in Chem and Maths test. She is born intelligent. Haiz. Why am i such a pathetic weakling? Am i that detestable? =( Maybe... I am.. If not why lidat.. I dun understand. Can anyone tell me e answer?