I finally understand that the cause of my loneliness is myself.

Nobody is pushing me away.. Im the one pulling myself away.

First was Dominic.. I was walking alone to Whitesands.. By right, i should follow them along since he asked me to. But i chose to keep quiet and walk alone.

Then.. at the mrt platform.. I saw Nicole Teo.. Since both of us were alone.. shouldn't i have gone up to her and say Hi? Yet.. i walked further away from her..

Wad is wrong wif me? I had been the one saying i was lonely. I was the one whom said i could not make any frenz. Yet i was wrong. Totally wrong. I can make friends wif anyone. I can talk to anyone. If only i am willing to make the first step.. If only i initiate a conversation with the people surrounding me.

Im so dumb. who could be more dumb then me? I guess Karkit was right then.. Im stupid. I had not chosen the wrong name for my e4 class tee - Stupidity.
Yea.. that word sure defines me well..