I feel so lonely. lol. whats new.
There are a zillion thoughts that ran through my mind all of a sudden and I'm so.. confused.
In poly, I really.. can't differentiate who I can trust and who I can't.. People seem so superficial and I no longer know what to do. The helpless feeling.. but I'm not helpless.. I can't say I am.. there are so many people whom are more helpless than me and I know it.

I don't know exactly what I want to do. Its as though I'm walking through an endless tunnel.
Bottling things up isn't good, but who can I ramble to? People care, I know they do, but they have their own problems and I don't want to add on.

If only someone can tell me what to do.