Wednesday, 11 November 2015

Mental struggles

11 November 2015 - the day of the last paper. 
In normal circumstances, students like myself would have been jumping for joy on such a day, being all happy about the 'freedom' (a.k.a school vacations) that we have from the semester. But why oh why do I feel so lost right now.

The fear that I wouldn't be able to pass my papers? or the fear that I'll graduate and face the corporate society where I have to start all over again? Either way, it's nothing to be happy about. 

What am I going to do now? What is next? The tunnel ahead is so so dark and gloomy. Will I be able to somehow install fairy lights in the tunnel to lighten the road ahead? I just wanna curve into a ball and hide in a corner for now. 


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