Coincidence or Heaven's will?
I created a Word Press account..(A year back or so)
I probably blogged on that site less than twice.. (duh. since blogger is my main blog site).. yet.. I had to think about revisiting the site, of all days, TODAY.. and blog something..
After which... I read the post I made a year ago.. Blogging about how troubled I was.. over a ridiculous thing.. It was dated 5 June, 2009. Joke of the day for me.
Exactly the same date as today~ Exactly a year ever since everything started to take a wrong turn.

For once.. things are very clear to me... The thing I want most now.. is freedom..

I'm tired of this never-ending cycle.. I want to leave Singapore.. stay abroad for a few years.. Be it in Indonesia, Canada, Australia.. whatever. As long as there is a distance.. Far away from this place.
But when can I ever do that? Probably not within the next 5 years. Maybe by then.. I would have 咬舌自刭 le..

Many a times.. friends say that they'll be here for me.. whenever and wherever I need them. How many a times that they are actually there? We, after all lead two separate life. We can never be always there for one another.. Even if I would one day crumble into pieces.. How many friends would be there by my side to fix me?
Uncountable questions.. Yet no answers..... *sighs*