Have I lost my sense of moods?
Its hard for even me to decipher the mood I'm having.

Whenever I see him, I used to feel really sad that I could cry, but now, even when I see him with his gf, I don't feel anything. Its just a very numb feeling, but I know I'm okay.
When I see Icen and Ziyan together, the usual me would feel sad that I'm a little left out, but I don't feel it anymore. I just walk a little faster and it becomes okay.

Am I often so sad that I have become immune or have I matured?
I hope to think that I've matured. Haha. (=

ps: I wonder why funny people are tagging on my tagboard advertising some stuff.. =.="