Been feeling lonely this days. Just glad that im beside joyce.. In that area, she's the only one i can talk to. I dun even tok to sydney that much. Haiz.. Been wanting to cry.. but i can't. I wan to act strong.. Yesterday, my class had a lot of fun. Laughter has been filling my class. especially during chemistry lesson. However, i dun feel into this class at all. it seemed as though my soul is out there. wandering.. alone. During recess.. I feel so lonely that i feel pathetic for myself. Everyone is getting further and further away from me. But 1 question lies. Are they the ones getting further from me or am i isolating myself away from them? I dun feel close to them anymore. Not even huimin. I dun feel close to anyone. Im a loner. Nobody cares about me. I can feel the loneliness. As though loneliness is clinging on me and i can't throw it off. Pathetic life. Pathetic world.