Some how, i decided to re-construct a blog. i was so emotional, i deleted my blog of 100+ posts through last year. I did not want to keep blog as it was quite troublesome. Firstly, i can't write my true feelings due to certain people able to view. I did not want to restrict as it will become talking to myself which is kinda.. dumb. So here i am, bloggin, in a blog with a new url.. =) Its a brand new year.. I deleted all the posts in the tagboard as well. It brings back many memories seeing the half half year's tags.. Though im sad.. As it brings back the memories when i liked him.. its still kinda heartwarming to recollect the past events. I hope i didn fall for another guy the same way i fell for him. I dun wan the exact same thing to happen to me again. very hurting one u noe. To be contented just to see and be near him. Yet no communication. Its kinda stupid la. I should just be braver. Or i'll have to be lonely.. for the rest of my life. ... Im having a bad throat. so i guess i should stop here. Probably blog on the weekends. so.. till then.