I finally realised something. Dun say im emo-in. Cuz its the truth! Im an absolute loner! On monday had physics SPA.. With the MRT disruption.. Joyce was late lo. At first i thought she neva come. zzz. So, as usual, that three periods, go to physics lab.. When everybody sat down... The whole bench was MINE! zzz. [cuz obviously nobody want to sit wif me.] haha. Somehow.. dunno why. that yun xun sat beside me. mayb cuz the back bench no space. then wan tok to his shannon they all.. or mayb pity me. haha. zz. Stupid sihan and sydney. see me so lonely.. still laugh at me. =( Never come pei me still dare laugh! make me so sad. wanted to cry at that very moment lor. but i thot.. cannot larh. so paiseh to cry becuz nobody wan sit wif me right? in the end joyce still came. == so afterwhich for 1 hr.. i am all alone. only when i back in class.. then can tok to her. =P

Nobody seem to know the real me. Im more saint when im alone or wif family. More of my type of character. The more crazy type of gal that is hyper one. Ask my family.. they will say im a devil at home and an angel in school. hehe. Huimin should know my character.. cuz we'll of a same breed. =P.. Im a very sensitive person.. So dun step on my foot cuz if u happen to.. I will flare up at u. xD I can be very fierce one.. so dun u try to bully me. wo bu shi hao qi fu de! haha.

I dun noe how long will i take to bond well wif e2. But i only noe for now.. im very blur. Just like just now in class.. when i was helping huimin give out maths assignment.. I held on to Jackie's paper.. I saw Junwei and passed it to him. then he told me its nt his paper.. i blur and thought the paper was jasper's.. all the J's are making me blur! haha. Zzz..

gotta go find meanings le! haha. toodles.